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deernet2021-09-26 09:10 pm
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[Oh hi Shiro, long time no see on the network. That's because this is a last-ditch effort. He looks pretty darn not great, despite the fact it's Sleep Season for Warmbloods. Maybe it's the Arena. Maybe it's the River. Something honestly, sincerely traumatic that's happened already.]
[His face is in his hands, hunched over the counter in his kitchen. The omni in front of him. Voice haggard and quiet. Like he has a migraine.]
I will pay... however much anyone wants. For coffee beans. Espresso beans. Don't even have to be cooked. Roasted. Doesn't matter.
[... Or it's caffeine withdrawl.]
Or tea leaves. I don't care.
[Please, he is Suffering.]
[His face is in his hands, hunched over the counter in his kitchen. The omni in front of him. Voice haggard and quiet. Like he has a migraine.]
I will pay... however much anyone wants. For coffee beans. Espresso beans. Don't even have to be cooked. Roasted. Doesn't matter.
[... Or it's caffeine withdrawl.]
Or tea leaves. I don't care.
[Please, he is Suffering.]
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[He hadn't known. Granted, he didn't know a lot of people with healing ability. He'd known Allura... but, well.]
Well - if you ever need somewhere to duck out for a bit, we've got a spare couch or two.
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And though it makes Ange smile a little, it's a complicated smile. ]
Well, I can't.. just leave her to deal with it alone.
[ That's the main problem. ]
We have to be together through the good and the bad, right? Even when it feels like it's close to driving me crazy.
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You're a good partner. Not everyone would stick with someone through dramatic life changes like that.
[hahahah... hah.]
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[ Sure, it's not like Ange doesn't know a lot of people just dip out when things get tough, but.. it really does just feel natural to her to stick by someone you care about that much, no matter how hard things get.
It's by that same logic that Ange can't help but fuss about everyone she cares about - Shiro included, hence why she replied in the first place when he isn't exactly looking his best at the moment. ]
No one would want someone that important to suffer by themselves.
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[The loneliness ghosts through him then, sharp and sudden. Like he'd been sent back to all those years ago. His own fault, he'll say until he runs out of breath to say it with.]
No, they really wouldn't, you're right.
Still - if you two need anything, you know where I am.
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I think you have a few more problems to deal with right now than that.
[ Please, Shiro. She's not going to make you involve yourself in this while you're struggling with caffeine withdrawl. ]
I'm pretty sure I can just grab a bucket of water and live.
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[And a better focus, honestly, than brooding over who isn't here.]
[Or on the way his head is pounding.]
According to Eddie, a 'bucket of water' is what I need too.
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To drink?
[ Those two words sound so confused, since Ange apparently has no idea where that advice was headed. She's never had to deal with anything like this before.
Are you going to drink an entire bucket of water, Shiro? ]