[time. she doesn't know if there would ever be enough time to sort this out - and that some parts maybe can't be fully sorted - but isn't that life? and she wants to try, even if it's messy, and how can it be anything but messy? it's a snarl that's grown so big, lies tangled in truths tangled in assumptions and pride and suspicions all caught up with trauma on both sides.
vi wishes they could rush it, too. she has to remind herself that's ...not how to do this. this is going to be slow and steady and messy and with probably more than a few backslides. some of that's on trench. but fuck it.]
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[time. she doesn't know if there would ever be enough time to sort this out - and that some parts maybe can't be fully sorted - but isn't that life? and she wants to try, even if it's messy, and how can it be anything but messy? it's a snarl that's grown so big, lies tangled in truths tangled in assumptions and pride and suspicions all caught up with trauma on both sides.
vi wishes they could rush it, too. she has to remind herself that's ...not how to do this. this is going to be slow and steady and messy and with probably more than a few backslides. some of that's on trench. but fuck it.]