I don't even know how I'd go about starting the process.
[Maybe Obi-Wan would know if he asked him. He should do so one of these days.]
Besides, I still have too much of the emotions I put into them to bleed them in the first place and not enough of what I would need to change them back just yet.
[He'd need to be strong enough to take away all that anger, hate, and pain the crystals and pour into them the new emotions he's only recently rediscovered: compassion, love, empathy. Maul knows himself well enough to understand what he possesses right now isn't enough to overcome the darkness of his past just yet.]
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[Maybe Obi-Wan would know if he asked him. He should do so one of these days.]
Besides, I still have too much of the emotions I put into them to bleed them in the first place and not enough of what I would need to change them back just yet.
[He'd need to be strong enough to take away all that anger, hate, and pain the crystals and pour into them the new emotions he's only recently rediscovered: compassion, love, empathy. Maul knows himself well enough to understand what he possesses right now isn't enough to overcome the darkness of his past just yet.]