There is some merit to that blame--the one that says, "if I had only known a little more, been a little wiser, a little faster", if it drives you to learn. But yes, now is not the time to think this way, especially if there really is no more to be learned.
Have you spoken to the Moon Presence herself about this?
I understand she has gone through some similar things. [nbd just take your personal problems to a pthumerian
He gives a little chuffing laugh, to hear her notice.]
Consider the situation without the weight of the world's fate on it: Perhaps you do not go to save the world, but instead ask her to live with you, maybe to handfast. You are a household now. All these little changes ripple through your lives. She changes where and when she goes to market and how much time she spends at home. One day, she is walking down a street she would not have been on, if she were not with you, at a time she chose because it means she is home in time for dinner, with you. She is struck by a vehicle and killed, a terrible accident.
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Have you spoken to the Moon Presence herself about this?
I understand she has gone through some similar things. [nbd just take your personal problems to a pthumerian
He gives a little chuffing laugh, to hear her notice.]
Consider the situation without the weight of the world's fate on it: Perhaps you do not go to save the world, but instead ask her to live with you, maybe to handfast. You are a household now. All these little changes ripple through your lives. She changes where and when she goes to market and how much time she spends at home. One day, she is walking down a street she would not have been on, if she were not with you, at a time she chose because it means she is home in time for dinner, with you. She is struck by a vehicle and killed, a terrible accident.
By changing her life, did you kill her?