Even before I was working on saving the world. Everyone I started caring about just slipped through my fingers. Started feeling pretty fuckin' targeted after a while.
[that's not related. that's not anything, really. she just types it all out before she even realizes what he's saying, and the dots bounce for a good long time while it sinks in. stop. bounce. stop.]
I already know I can't save everyone no matter how hard I try. And if I try too hard, I'm only going to get myself killed. I wish I could connect those dots to this in my head. Maybe it would actually stop me from beating myself up about it.
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Everyone I started caring about just slipped through my fingers.
Started feeling pretty fuckin' targeted after a while.
[that's not related. that's not anything, really. she just types it all out before she even realizes what he's saying, and the dots bounce for a good long time while it sinks in. stop. bounce. stop.]
I already know I can't save everyone no matter how hard I try.
And if I try too hard, I'm only going to get myself killed.
I wish I could connect those dots to this in my head.
Maybe it would actually stop me from beating myself up about it.