We used to have the same problem in the nightmare. It wouldn't happen all the time, but it would still happen from time to time. Of course, they were physically coming back so it felt weirder. The shit you described? Was seriously awful.
So, my answer is "No, you didn't kill her." But at the same time, there's always going to be a piece of you who won't forgive yourself. It's always going to wonder what you could have done differently. It eats you up inside the more you care about them, because you didn't want to lose them. And you basically lost them not once, but twice.
That kind of pain doesn't just go away, and it craves someone to blame. Mirrors are convenient for that sort of thing.
But you didn't kill her, or cause her death. I'm just going to go out on a limb with that one.
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It wouldn't happen all the time, but it would still happen from time to time.
Of course, they were physically coming back so it felt weirder.
The shit you described? Was seriously awful.
So, my answer is "No, you didn't kill her."
But at the same time, there's always going to be a piece of you who won't forgive yourself.
It's always going to wonder what you could have done differently.
It eats you up inside the more you care about them, because you didn't want to lose them.
And you basically lost them not once, but twice.
That kind of pain doesn't just go away, and it craves someone to blame.
Mirrors are convenient for that sort of thing.
But you didn't kill her, or cause her death.
I'm just going to go out on a limb with that one.