[ It almost feels weird to send a message to Anna like this, when the other is clearly quite a bit older than Ange is. But then again, considering all of Ange's own experiences so far - maybe she's experienced enough for someone twice her age at this point.
Or at the very least to tackle this specific topic. One that hits way too close to home, making her type a bit more slowly as she has to consider her words. ]
When I first arrived in Deerington, I kept away from people. I refused to let anyone in. I thought it was the only way to protect myself if I had to lose someone all over again. [ To protect her heart, specifically, but you can't catch her dead having written those words. ]
I was also totally and utterly miserable.
Because of my own actions that were supposed to keep me from feeling that way.
[ She doesn't have to make it more explicit than that, right? It's obvious what she wants to say.
It seems like an amazing solution - but it doesn't work. It never works that way. Never so conveniently. ]
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[ It almost feels weird to send a message to Anna like this, when the other is clearly quite a bit older than Ange is. But then again, considering all of Ange's own experiences so far - maybe she's experienced enough for someone twice her age at this point.
Or at the very least to tackle this specific topic. One that hits way too close to home, making her type a bit more slowly as she has to consider her words. ]
When I first arrived in Deerington, I kept away from people. I refused to let anyone in. I thought it was the only way to protect myself if I had to lose someone all over again. [ To protect her heart, specifically, but you can't catch her dead having written those words. ]
I was also totally and utterly miserable.
Because of my own actions that were supposed to keep me from feeling that way.
[ She doesn't have to make it more explicit than that, right? It's obvious what she wants to say.
It seems like an amazing solution - but it doesn't work. It never works that way. Never so conveniently. ]