( He can't quite fully understand, because his own perception is so vastly different. While Paimon may not be meant to hurt or kill people, and he's become more aware of that fact over time, he doesn't necessarily feel things like "guilt" when it happens. The only humans he has care for are those he has connections and bonds with. )
I would have helped you even if you had not directed me. He was.... mean. Aggressive. Danger.
( True, the... torment of the man, and the way he'd been killed might have been quite cruel. But by that point, Paimon wanted to punish the man for his behaviour. In the demon's mind, the man fully deserved what he got. It was.... equal. And the fact Luna directed him isn't something Paimon sees as bad at all, but... she very much does; it's hurting her, what she'd done. And he's certainly sensitive to that upset. )
Peter is right. You should not bear this alone. We worked as one, so... Let me carry it, also.
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I would have helped you even if you had not directed me. He was.... mean. Aggressive. Danger.
( True, the... torment of the man, and the way he'd been killed might have been quite cruel. But by that point, Paimon wanted to punish the man for his behaviour. In the demon's mind, the man fully deserved what he got. It was.... equal. And the fact Luna directed him isn't something Paimon sees as bad at all, but... she very much does; it's hurting her, what she'd done. And he's certainly sensitive to that upset. )
Peter is right. You should not bear this alone. We worked as one, so... Let me carry it, also.