I'm getting better at not making myself. I really am, but it's kind of a long voyage? If that makes sense?

[she wouldn't have even mentioned that fear to anyone but Luz. she wanted people to like her for her, but the process wasn't easy]

That's because you can talk about anything. No judgement guaranteed. And, it is a great feeling. One I hadn't had in, like. Ever.

[there are people she cares about here, but she sometimes wonders if their feelings of friendship are as strong as hers are towards themm]

No, it's okay. I was so young, I barely imagine them. I mostly remember the funerals.

[which was true, being put into a what seemed like a fancy black dress and black mary janes. being hugged so many times. she hadn't liked that part]

Okay, definitely looking on the omni.