Oh - I meant... I think that feeling bound to a past that you ought to leave behind is a part of everyone's maturation process. But thank you. I appreciate the insight.

[To be fair, it was hard to think about defining yourself any other way when there was a ticking time bomb on your life. There were things that needed to be accomplished - and Deerington had not been a part of that plan.]

You've mentioned that before, I remember. Your anxiety about making friends and how you didn't fit in.

Do you have plenty of friends now?