i guess som eone could argue a dreams not that different from a reality im ena we lived it for three years some of us it doesnt feel the same thing like a normal dream
i wonder where this place is in relation to everything else. it doesnt seem like maine? it SORT of does but it's harsher
yeah it probably is. though it can probably be annoying to listen to for some people thats not good yeah, fern, dude if you ever want to talk you can also overshare with me that stuff can be held against us big time sometimes when we keep it in makes for a billion soft spots people can use against you so feel free to call me too
i have no idea. yeah. it's like i recognize what i SHOULD be feeling and it's more like i'm reading off a script of how im supposed to be acting and thinking but im not really feeling any of it and my memories are super fucked up right now i thought it was the ocean but it's juts my head it's all blended together like i cannot figure out where the fuck derry begins and where deerington ends and where the other places are and it's just messy it's super messy
Re: cw: prescription meds abuse / mental health
im ena
we lived it for three years some of us
it doesnt feel the same thing like a normal dream
i wonder where this place is in relation to everything else. it doesnt seem like maine?
it SORT of does but it's harsher
yeah it probably is. though it can probably be annoying to listen to for some people
thats not good yeah, fern, dude if you ever want to talk you can also overshare with me
that stuff can be held against us big time sometimes when we keep it in
makes for a billion soft spots people can use against you
so
feel free to call me too
i have no idea. yeah. it's like i recognize what i SHOULD be feeling and it's more like i'm reading off a script of how im supposed to be acting and thinking
but im not really feeling any of it
and my memories are super fucked up right now
i thought it was the ocean but it's juts my head it's all blended together like i cannot figure out where the fuck derry begins and where deerington ends and where the other places are and it's just messy
it's super messy