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deernet2023-05-26 11:17 pm
aetherweaver) wrote in deernet2023-05-26 11:17 pm
[Text] [Anonymous] | Shadowbringers/Endwalker Spoilers
[Everything seems... frustrating. Everything seems like it's stewing. He wanders around, trying to find something to do other than swatting bugs and killing (and sometimes saving) beasts.]
[But is everything really... how it's supposed to be? He's not sure. He takes a crystal out of his pocket and stares at it for a while. He's not sure how to use the magic here - he's tried, but maybe because it crosses the rift he can't call upon others? He huffs in frustration, curling up a little bit.]
]But he doesn't let go of the crystal. This crystal, which means so much to him, that came to him through a twist of fate. ... But was it really fate? Or was it always going to happen?]
[Eventually, he grabs his omni and writes out a post. Anonymously, because... well. He doesn't want people to worry. Even if it'll probably be obvious that it's him...]
Is who you were in the past important to who you are now?
I would have said yes, but some days... some days I'm not sure. I don't know anymore.
Everything's so complicated and I don't even know if who I was is who I am now...
Maybe this was stupid to ask. Sorry.
[But is everything really... how it's supposed to be? He's not sure. He takes a crystal out of his pocket and stares at it for a while. He's not sure how to use the magic here - he's tried, but maybe because it crosses the rift he can't call upon others? He huffs in frustration, curling up a little bit.]
]But he doesn't let go of the crystal. This crystal, which means so much to him, that came to him through a twist of fate. ... But was it really fate? Or was it always going to happen?]
[Eventually, he grabs his omni and writes out a post. Anonymously, because... well. He doesn't want people to worry. Even if it'll probably be obvious that it's him...]
Is who you were in the past important to who you are now?
I would have said yes, but some days... some days I'm not sure. I don't know anymore.
Everything's so complicated and I don't even know if who I was is who I am now...
Maybe this was stupid to ask. Sorry.
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I just don't want anyone else to be hurt by my own pain.
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just
[ A pause, though there's the indication that Chizuru is typing - and probably erasing her message a few times before actually sending: ]
take care