Video; un: darkness (Backdated to November 28th)

[survivalthroughhate]

[Maul looks very grim when he starts off the video.]

Since some of you might wonder where he is and since he had messages for me to pass along to some of you, I'm here today to tell you Wesker is dead. I killed him.

[He quickly goes on before any screeching or condemnation can start being thrown his way.]

It was not out of malice, amusement, or anger. It was an act of mercy. The zealots took him and by the time I found him he was little more than a corpse but somehow still breathing. There was no hope for his recovery.

[Maul's eyes shut for a moment, still seeing the eviscerated body lying on the table that looked more like an autopsy victim than someone still alive, lungs and heart able to be seen and still working despite all that had been done to Wesker's body by those seeking his blood.]

I'm not sure how he lasted even that long with what they did to him. I ended his suffering. Hopefully, he will be back in a short time.

[There is a private message afterwards which is only sent out to a handful of people. Vira-Lorr, Luz, Orpheus, and Ariadne.]

He asked me to pass on a message to you.

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[droptheious]

[Varian is a stubborn fucker and won't budge an inch once he's dug his heels into something. If nothing else, he can be relied upon to be bloody-minded.]

Well, then you need to try. You're only going to get past this if you try.

[survivalthroughhate]

[Do or do not. There is no try. Maul knows that well. Still, he seems a bit bothered by what has happened.]

What if that's all I'm meant to be even here? I would have shuddered to think what would have happened if one of the younger Sleepers here had found him and had to make the decisions whether to end his life or not. Maybe.....maybe this is a burden I must bear because no one else can.

[droptheious]

It's only what you're good for if you let it be, Maul. Maybe it can just be a...part of you? It doesn't have to be all of you.

[survivalthroughhate]

It's already been a large part of me for so long. I was told for half my life my only purpose was to kill. To lose that....is difficult.

[droptheious]

But it's something you need to do if you ever want to get better. It's not supposed to be easy.

[survivalthroughhate]

The Dark Side is easy. That's what makes it so appealing. A quick and easy path to getting what you want. And that isn't always a bad thing despite what the Jedi will tell you. Sometimes, you need a path that is not complicated to tread to find a solution to a problem. But so often.....it leaves you wanting more no matter how much you have to begin with.

[droptheious]

Well, the better road does tend to be harder but hurting people isn't the right way. It's...never going to be the right way. However complicated it is to not hurt people, it's...it's what you should do. I understand that it's easy...believe me, I do. But you've got to hit a point where you have to do the hard stuff. Like it or not.

[survivalthroughhate]

[He knows Varian is right. But he's tired right now and listening to talk such as this isn't helping to clear his mind as much as he would like.]

I've never had that opportunity before. To not hurt people and do something different. I'm not sure if that's going to change even here. Maybe a good person, a hero, might have been able to save him. But I'm no hero. I'm just the villain in the story playing out here.

[droptheious]

[Varian lets out a frustrated sound. He's done this song and dance himself, and he knows how...stupidly wrong it is.]

Well. You have an opportunity now. To not be the villain. It's up to you if you choose to take it or not.

[survivalthroughhate]

Yes. [He says pensively.] For the first time, I have that choice.

[Always his actions have been dictated directly or indirectly by his master. Now he's finally away from him for good and so he finally gets what he has never had before: a choice.]

[droptheious]

Well then. I hope you choose right.

[What more can he say to that? The ball is well and truly in Maul's court.]