text; un: padlocks

[enblightened]

those capable of magic i need you

i need to better bind myself

enchant or curse or whatever you do hold me back just hold it back all of me

i need more bonds more locks more

oh i am not enough


[cw: mention of cannibalism in comments]

Comments

[morningstud]

That would make the situation we find ourselves in quite the horrible place for you.

It's not your fault. You were trying to help people.

What a terrible "thank you" to be given.

[enblightened]

trench is no more terrible than where i was previously
in fact for a time i thought i was in a better place.

ha
the church had their way of thanking me too.

[morningstud]

Those who use religion as a means to harm others earn my scorn more than most.

The capacity for horrors against their own kind is one of the worst aspects humanity has to offer. I wish there was more than I could offer you besides condolences. It feels hollow, considering.

[enblightened]

i've little doubt it is sincere from you
i know in my heart that this is not something i earned
though it is difficult to think otherwise at times

now i merely
i wonder
if my control slipped somehow beyond me

[morningstud]

Now that I have more of a grasp of your situation than I did before, I believe I understand now where you're coming from.

Perhaps there is a way to use jewelry made from paleblood to if nothing else, quell the beast long enough for you to remove yourself from a situation.

[Or perhaps gives someone else time to escape. He's never attempted magic before, so he has no idea how it works.]

[enblightened]

i would be willing to try.
there is not much else to do but try.

[morningstud]

I will do whatever I can for you.

[enblightened]

i shall not forget your kindness.

thank you.

[morningstud]

Think nothing of it.

You should never have been treated so horribly in the first place.