text; un: padlocks

[enblightened]

those capable of magic i need you

i need to better bind myself

enchant or curse or whatever you do hold me back just hold it back all of me

i need more bonds more locks more

oh i am not enough


[cw: mention of cannibalism in comments]

Comments

[enblightened]

i
ate
the flesh of sleepers

[laminae]

oh

[Ohhhh no. He's learned just how bad this situation is from Will Graham.]

it's ok man
you're gonna be ok

[enblightened]

how can i
how
when i did exactly what i have been battling against

and i had said so this was possible
this was possible and yet i still let myself lax
i am a fool

[laminae]

because you're not perfect and no one who's dealing with what you have is gonna be perfect

you messed up i'm not gonna deny that
you messed up big time
but you don't have to deal with this on your own
you got people here who care about you and i don't think all of them are gonna walk away from you because of this
i'm sure not

[enblightened]

i would not blame them if they did.
yet all of you
there has only been compassion

i dont understand it.
i am not ungrateful
but i do not understand.

[laminae]

i don't know about everyone but some of us have gone through stuff like this too
and we only got through it because we had people helping us out
and because even though you've done one bad thing, even if it's really bad, that doesn't like
define you
you're a whole bunch of things, a lot of them really great, and this is just one part of you
and friendship is taking the good with the bad you know?