text; un: padlocks

[enblightened]

those capable of magic i need you

i need to better bind myself

enchant or curse or whatever you do hold me back just hold it back all of me

i need more bonds more locks more

oh i am not enough


[cw: mention of cannibalism in comments]

Comments

text; un: vii

[expiera]

[On one hand, it's nice to see many already offering, judging by the post's public history. On the other, from what she can gather...]

I have warding capabilities, but I don't know how effective it may be against your affliction in particular. Would you still be interested?

[enblightened]

it cannot get any worse than this

so
let us try

[expiera]

Then I shall do what I can. May I ask you a few more questions, if that may be alright with you?

[enblightened]

you may.

[expiera]

What do you plan to do after, once you have received every form of assistance offered in suppressing what should already be suppressed?

[enblightened]

i would veil myself from others, as much as i can.
as i should have been.

[expiera]

I would advise against it. Isolation worsens such things, it may simply further grind away your remaining sense of self.