Anakin Skywalker (
facultative) wrote in
deernet2022-02-18 10:29 pm
video; un: skywalker
( cw: forced bonding, allusions to sexual assault trauma )
[It's dark other than a very thin strip of light filtering through from somewhere. It's hard to make out details, but it appears to be an enclosed space and Anakin is sitting down with his knees pulled to his chest. When he speaks it's at a whisper.]
How do you get rid of a bond?
[His breath hitches before he continues.]
I told him to stop and he didn't listen and now he's in my head and the darkness is everywhere.
Do I have to kill him? [There's some rustling and flashes of movement. This time his voice is thick with tears.] He deserves it, right? Maul's hurt so many people, he doesn't care about anything.
[He tries and fails to muffle his sobs.]
I don't want to become him. What do I do? How do I make it stop?
[It's dark other than a very thin strip of light filtering through from somewhere. It's hard to make out details, but it appears to be an enclosed space and Anakin is sitting down with his knees pulled to his chest. When he speaks it's at a whisper.]
How do you get rid of a bond?
[His breath hitches before he continues.]
I told him to stop and he didn't listen and now he's in my head and the darkness is everywhere.
Do I have to kill him? [There's some rustling and flashes of movement. This time his voice is thick with tears.] He deserves it, right? Maul's hurt so many people, he doesn't care about anything.
[He tries and fails to muffle his sobs.]
I don't want to become him. What do I do? How do I make it stop?

Video; UN: Lothrat
I don't think killing him will fix it. It's a spiritual bond.
Anakin. Just - give me a minute. I'll be right there. We'll figure this out. You have my help, I promise.
[He's already moving, clearly. Not turning off the Omni yet.]
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Why did she have to go back and he's still here?
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Who was here? [He can think of a couple of options, at least.]
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Then say something useful!
[He pushes himself further into the dark.]
Abby.
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Weren't you a General? We gather intelligence.
Stuff on bonds? That'll be in the Archives in Gaze. I've read a little about them, but it's not something I've tried to deep dive on.
Tell me about Abby? If you want to. I like talking about people I miss.
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( private | un: kenobi )
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I tried to stop him, but I couldn't move.
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[His closet to be specific. He wanted to be somewhere safe and he wanted to block out the world. It seemed like a good decision.]
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text; un: THEDEMONTHATCOMES
* You've killed before. It's part of your nature.
* There's only one solution to putting down a rabid dog.
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I'm not reading that.
[He's sitting in the closet in the dark. He's not going to bring in the light just to read one guy's message.]
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[Audio][un: A_Wesker013]
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What's wrong with you?
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Did this device pick up my reaction? I must apologize. Black-white, either-or thinking always makes me laugh. It's so limiting, to ignore the shades of gray in between the two. Or the fact that black is itself, a very bright color since it absorbs all of them, while white is a very drab one, since it reflects all the colors.
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What does colours have to do with anything?
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((March got messy))
Video UN: 1stStrike
Someone forced that shit on you?
Stop being a pussy and go kick his fucking ass.
Or tell me who did and I will.
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Maul.
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Does that guy just go out and make it his job to piss everyone off?
[Johnny Lawrence is the pot calling the kettle black.]
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Private Video: UN - Runeseeker
[... Honestly? This wasn't out of the realm of possibility with Maul. The man had done incredibly violent things in the past. But to invade the mind of another in this way, through a bond?
That might have been a step too far by her standards.]
I did not know these could be even forced!
Killing him won't do a lick of good. I'm certain of that. These bonds are meant to survive death by this world's standards. Damnit... Maul... what were you thinking?!?
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[He's holding his head, eyes squeezed tightly closed.]
You kill him again and again, however many times it takes until he doesn't get up again.
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[She sounded like the crackling of a smoldering fire. She wasn't happy at all, not with this situation, not one bit. Damnit, Maul, what were you thinking?]
If that kind of method actually worked on the sleepers, I'm sure someone would have done it before. I've died several times in my own past. It's not that simple. And these bonds are between the spirits or souls.
I am certain that the Doorway knows a means to remove the binding, because you did not agree to it. She has to be willing. this is not the kind of bond she seems to wish. I will try to come to her, to see if I can learn something. I don't know how though.
There has to be a way. No such bond should be forced.
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Maybe she's not as great as you think she is.
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