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[ There's a faint sound of wind in the background of his broadcast, as if he's sitting somewhere up high. ]

Hello. Again. [ Oof, okay, not the strongest start. ] I'm Anakin Solo, a knight of the Jedi Order, at your service. I sort of remember being here before, and I wanted to thank everyone who helped me out.

They offered me a bed at the orphanage, but I don't want to take it from someone who might need it.
How does housing work here, exactly? I don't mind sleeping outside, but that doesn't seem wise in the long run.

[ A pause. ]

By the way, I don't remember the sky being like this before-- is this normal? As normal as anything is here, I mean.

[ Another pause. He's clearly not in his element. ]

Thanks again.

[ The feed ends. ]

( ooc: let me know if you want to keep his tdm thread! i'm cool either way. )

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[Well if it's not a bad joke then someone is making a very poor attempt at impersonating him.]

Then you should have done your research better.

[ Research? He can't really be thinking...? ]

I'm not lying or trying to impersonate you. I'm a better liar than that.

[ He takes a deep breath. Might as well just jump right in. ]

My mom named me after you.

[Wrong again.]

Jedi don't know their birth families.

[And if someone named their kid after him, it had to be someone from the war and that means there are no Jedi. He made sure of that.]

[ Now he's completely lost. ]

Why wouldn't I know my parents?

You tell me.

[ He sighs. His first instinct is to get frustrated, argue, force the other Anakin to see that he's telling the truth. But that won't work. So, instead of being immediately reactive, he goes quiet.

First, he changes over from a network broadcast to a private channel. Keeps things quiet, if they need to be.

Then he starts over. He's calm now, with no lingering irritation. All he can do is tell the truth, however unbelievable. ]

I was never a part of the old Jedi order. It changed dramatically after the end of the Clone Wars, and a lot of customs were lost. Taking in children that young isn't something anyone really considered, I guess. We don't exactly have the resources for it even if we wanted to continue the tradition for some reason.

[ He doesn't understand the point of it, but most of the information about the old Order is purposefully incorrect, vague, or missing entirely. ]

[That's a nice way of saying he destroyed it.

He's equally silent, but for longer until it almost feels like he's walked away without responding. Then finally:]

It's easier to let go of what you've never known.

[No one else had struggled as he did.

And no one else fell, but him.]

[ Anakin waits quietly for the other man to gather his thoughts. He can be patient, and he doesn't mind long silences.

But once he does get a response, it's not one he really expected.

Softly: ] You can't have a family?

[ His heart twists. That sounds so sad and lonely. Sure, the Order is his family but he wouldn't be the person he is without his parents and his siblings.

The sentiment also flies in the face of, well, the fact that he's sitting here right now. ]

[Anakin has never considered the other Jedi to be family. Family was the mother he left behind, the master who raised him, the woman he married and the padawan that abandoned him. To know later that it included a son still did not expand it much.]

No. It's forbidden.

[ He's silent for a moment, letting it sink in. Family is forbidden? He's sure Anakin isn't lying, but he's not sure how to feel about it.

Anakin Skywalker, after all, did eventually have a family. The thought that the old Order would frown on that, judge them for it, sits wrong.

He sounds a little sad when he responds: ]

Why?

[He scoffs.] Attachments are forbidden and love is the biggest of them all.

[ Something about that sentiment doesn't feel right. ]

How could you go through life without loving anyone? That sounds impossible.

And yet they've done it for thousands of years.

[ Anakin thinks that over. It really does sound impossible. ]

But we're taught to be compassionate. Isn't that a form of love?

[Considering that's the logic he used to justify getting married that's not going to help here. He knew he shouldn't have done it, but he did it anyway.]

If it was, they'd call it love not compassion.

[Nailed it.]

[ ........

He's starting to wonder if Anakin Skywalker knows exactly what they're talking about. ]

If compassion isn't a form of love, what is it?

[He doesn't like this line of questioning.]

You should ask your master that instead of me.

Oh. Okay.

[ That should be the end of this line of conversation.

Except that Anakin did in fact call his Master and is patching him in. Does he know that Anakin Skywalker meant for him to talk to his Master at another time on their own? Yes. Does he care? Not really. ]

Master, can you help me with something?

[ Luke, ever busy with some project or another (this one involving something with a hammer, if the background noise coming over the Omni was any indication), answered the call without really noticing that he was being patched in on a conversation. He let out a surprised noise when he heard the younger Anakin’s voice, before he chuckled faintly. ]

You know, Anakin, I’m not your Master yet. It’s fine for you to call me ‘Uncle Luke.’

[ A faint grunt came from Luke’s end of the line, before he continued. ]

But still, I’ll do my best to help. What do you need?

[And now he has gone from surly to angry.]

What do you mean uncle?

[ There's a softer thump of the hammer, followed by a yowl of pain -- poor Luke hammered his own finger in surprise at the unexpected voice. ]

F-father?!

[ There's a pause, before his voice is suddenly sterner. ]

Anakin Solo.

[ Amazing how quickly people picked up the, "You are in trouble," voice. ]

[ Ah. He knows that tone of voice.

Mumbling: ] I was working up to telling him.

[ As usual, things have escalated quickly with him around. ]

You. Quiet, you just got here.

I want to know what's going on, Luke.

[Luke is in no position to tell anyone off here.]

[ Luke's wince could practically be felt across the network. Thanks a lot for getting him in trouble too, nephew! ]

Uh... another member of our family showed up?

[ ...could he get away with lying and saying he married Han, and Anakin was adopted? No, definitely not; he was not that convincing of a liar, and considering what just happened, he doubted Anakin would be good enough backup. ]

[ He let out a pained sigh, muttering a soft apology to no one that was present, before continuing. ]

I... may have neglected to mention that I was only one of your children.

[He's furious right now, but behind it is a hurt that Luke hid this from him. For all his son's grand speeches about how there was good in him, he hadn't seen fit to tell him this. Now he had cause to doubt if Luke even believed it or if it was just the best way to try and keep him placated.]

I see. Any reason for that?

[If he hadn't slipped up here, would he have ever mentioned it?]

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