( video | un: alucard )

[ananym]

[ he really hates doing this . . . but alucard knows he needs to commit to it. the feed turns on with him looking . . . not quite sheepish, but a tinge of irritation layered with contriteness. ]

Last month, I had the unfortunate issue of losing control of my vampiric nature and lashed out onto a number of people here. I hope you would be willing to accept my apology and if not, direct me in ways where I can make amends. I . . . do not usually need or require blood as sustenance so it took me by surprise.

My apologies. If it helps, it seems I've lost my sense of taste. Perhaps that is penance in a way.

Comments

[siriusly]

Really? [he doesn't sound super convinced.] I mean, anything's possible, I guess... If you were driven to do awful things, who's to say something else was at play to make it easier to survive?

[ananym]

You are making it akin to fate.

Fate does not keep people alive.

[siriusly]

What- you think Fate only deals with how people die?

[ananym]

I don't think much of fate at all. Especially when it concerns who lives and who dies.

[siriusly]

[he breathes out a soft sound.]

I guess...considering all the crazy creatures and effects here, that makes sense...

[ananym]

It would be the same anywhere. Regardless of power.

Only you are responsible for your own life.

[siriusly]

Well, so long as whatever breaks my skin doesn't hit an artery, eheh...

[ananym]

Fate or good luck?

[siriusly]

Auh...may-maybe it's the same thing. I couldn't really say...

[ananym]

Couldn't say or couldn't commit?

[siriusly]

Eh-? Wh-[what the heck dude!] I just mean! I'm no expert, jeez...!

[ananym]

I was not aware one needed to be an expert to express an opinion.

[siriusly]

Auh, sure, I guess... But I don't really have a strong one on this, one way or another.

[ananym]

Fair enough.

[siriusly]

Mn...

[an awkward beat.

he clears his throat.]

A-anyway! Thank you for...for the information.

[ananym]

You're welcome.