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Anna Amarande ([personal profile] hauntedsavior) wrote in [community profile] deernet2021-09-06 11:44 am

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What's up.
Are we doing introductions now? I guess we're doing introductions.
Name's Anna. Professional city defender and mostly robot girl.
Coming here from a place called Recolle that I'm pretty sure no one here knows about, which is cool.

Never been much for stuff like this, so, like, I don't know.
Anyone needs a katana at their side, look me up. I'm pretty damn good at it.
I might not know what's going on here, but far as I'm concerned, this is where I live now and it makes sense for everyone if I actually try to keep it safe.

And since I'm in full spaghetti at the wall mode right now, lemme just throw out some words, see if it triggers anything for any of you guys.
Zee Carlisle. Clarence Vanderweele. Layers of reality. Retrospec.
The Geteilts.
Nothing?
Yeah, didn't think so.

Anyway, yeah, flag me down if you see me on the streets and need some protection or whatever. I'm five ten and I only have one eye. I'm hard to miss.
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[personal profile] onerthes 2021-09-07 09:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Not a terrible attitude to have. Gods are just individuals of incredible power. Their flaws can be as glaring as our own, worse even at times. And even gods can die.

I need to look into a few of them. I suspect I met one or two besides the Moss King before I woke up. They were trapped in there with us, after all. Just much more quiet back then. Julia was by far the strongest of their kind and her will was difficult to oppose.
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[personal profile] onerthes 2021-09-08 04:07 pm (UTC)(link)
I have records from the time before, and I'll be adding to them. You're not wrong about needing to keep some sort of record. And, as you said, we need to keep the general populace informed.

I actually haven't read him, but are you sure he was talking about eldritch monsters?
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[personal profile] onerthes 2021-09-08 04:56 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm reasonably certain you're pulling my proverbial leg here. But no, I don't go in for political philosophy much. Bit too much the anarchist, when it comes right down to it.

But either way, a healthy sense of humor can work wonders here.
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[personal profile] onerthes 2021-09-08 09:10 pm (UTC)(link)
You are going to fit in just fine I think. A lot of the people here rely on a certain amount of that.

That reminds me. I need to look up Doorway at some point.
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[personal profile] onerthes 2021-09-10 03:47 pm (UTC)(link)
A lot of it seems to be written by the disciples, and I'm not sure I like their perspective.

Actually, if you want to see some of the history of the nightmare, I have a means. I carried some pieces of the dream over. Fair warning, though, the images were disturbing and they only say so much.
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[personal profile] onerthes 2021-09-11 09:41 pm (UTC)(link)
It may only be of particular value to scholars of history, in the avenue of not repeating it. But it is better to have them than to have a false narrative rise up.

Our needs are a touch more pressing than history however, I think.
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[personal profile] onerthes 2021-09-12 06:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Believe me. I'm with your household. It's only survival that puts the history aside for a moment. Never forget your history.

Hmmm. So, if you want food, I've apparently got a lovely batch of mushrooms ready for sautee, but if you want food for the mind, what I currently have are a set of devices with memories storied inside of them. Probably the most valuable may be information about Mother Superior. I believe she may be around here somewhere, and it's wise to be wary of that one, whatever she's calling herself these days.
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[personal profile] onerthes 2021-09-14 03:42 am (UTC)(link)
Mother Superior was a wretched, violent woman lost in her rage as she was consumed by the remorse for killing her own granddaughter when her powers went out of control. Betrayed by her spouse's mad bids for power, watching the people she swore to protect dying at the hands of monsters conjured by a child's nightmares, she was at her wits end and tried to put her into a coma to figure out how to fix the problem, and killed her.

She snapped and, seeking a target for her rage, blamed those that the child's nightmares had trapped in the dream. She tried to teach us twisted moral lessons at the hands of monsters meant to represent what she saw as our moral weaknesses. She sought to destroy us, to get to what was left of her daughter and 'end it,' not realizing that she'd already killed her years ago.

She was an insane, rabid beast who helped create the madness of the world, and died at the hands of her daughter, only to be reborn again in penance. I'm not sure where she is in this world, not yet anyway, but she's doubtless here.

Be careful. A great deal of rage bubbles beneath that woman's surface.
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[personal profile] onerthes 2021-09-14 10:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Looking upon it all? It made a certain amount of sad sense. We were trapped in the grief of a family who happened to have incredible power, grief that had taken on a life of its own as a child god died before her time.

At this point, with any luck? You are just stuck with the ashes of her family's problems. Julia is dead. Nothing can change that now, and the dream is done. We have risen among the ashes left behind by her nightmare. Thankfully it isn't all bad either.
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[personal profile] onerthes 2021-09-14 11:30 pm (UTC)(link)
A very poetic way of putting it.

Also, almost certainly accurate. Her ashes burned fiercely, and the world is scarred by their passing, so there's bound to be 'something' left behind.
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[personal profile] onerthes 2021-09-16 03:12 am (UTC)(link)
Warm yourself by the coals for a moment before you bring out the boot.
we might need a little bit of heat in the long run.

Just think of that as me saying "Keep your options open and think before you judge." This place can play tricks on you.
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[personal profile] onerthes 2021-09-17 03:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Watch your head. They have a way of knocking it off from time to time. But thankfully losing body parts isn't what I'd call a "common" experience.

Based on what I heard of Wonderland, I believe "The more things change, the more they stay the same." The tricks will feel similar probably, but not identical. A lot of blood here, after all, and that place had an obsession with mirrors. I saw someone's memories of it.

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