audio ; un: a.solo

[hopesparks]

[ There's a faint sound of wind in the background of his broadcast, as if he's sitting somewhere up high. ]

Hello. Again. [ Oof, okay, not the strongest start. ] I'm Anakin Solo, a knight of the Jedi Order, at your service. I sort of remember being here before, and I wanted to thank everyone who helped me out.

They offered me a bed at the orphanage, but I don't want to take it from someone who might need it.
How does housing work here, exactly? I don't mind sleeping outside, but that doesn't seem wise in the long run.

[ A pause. ]

By the way, I don't remember the sky being like this before-- is this normal? As normal as anything is here, I mean.

[ Another pause. He's clearly not in his element. ]

Thanks again.

[ The feed ends. ]


( ooc: let me know if you want to keep his tdm thread! i'm cool either way. )

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[hopesparks]

[ Anakin nods, his expression thoughtful. ]

I guess... I was confused because the Order-- my Order-- is tied so much to my family that I couldn't imagine separating the two. So what you've said makes a lot more sense to me.

[jedies]

And that's not surprising, with . . . so few left.

But the Order in my time was larger. Committed to an entire galaxy at all times. So we needed a different kind of training and upbringing.

[hopesparks]

We're getting more members over time.

[ He's not sure why he's trying to reassure Obi-Wan, only that he can't bear to give him a reason to feel hopeless about the future. 100 is nothing near the 10,000 the Order had scarcely forty years ago, but it's more than anyone expected. ]

Even ten thousand doesn't seem like enough for a whole galaxy.

[jedies]

[ his expressions grows somber. ]

No. It's not.

[hopesparks]

[ Anakin's expression becomes equally somber. ]

Sorry.

[jedies]

[ obi-wan shakes his head, rueful. ]

There's no need. As long as the Jedi exist, in some shape or form, I am content.

[hopesparks]

[ Anakin looks at Obi-Wan searchingly. He doesn't think Obi-Wan is lying, but it's hard to imagine that someone who saw the Order at its height would be content with 100 people in a ragtag group just making it up as they go. The galaxy at large is far from impressed by them.

Finally, he looks away and nods slightly, as if accepting Obi-Wan's answer. ]

We're more resilient than most people expect, I think.

[jedies]

[ he smiles. ]

Of course you are.

[hopesparks]

[ Anakin answers with a small smile. He's not sure if it was directed at him or at the Jedi in general, but he's not sure what to do with it. So he sidesteps it. ]

Thank you, Master Kenobi. For answering my questions.

[ And not being disappointed in them. In him. ]

[jedies]

Of course.

[ a beat. ]

Anakin's upbringing and . . . feelings are a little different. And he's still struggling with the new knowledge. But the Order was always a place of acceptance. If one chose it.

[hopesparks]

My uncle told me a little bit. [ Knowing about Vader must have killed his grandfather. Anakin knows he'd be crushed if someone told him he became a Sith lord. To say nothing of his grandfather having spent his early years enslaved.

He nods slowly, coming back to himself. ]

I told Ezra but... the Jedi are my family, no matter where I am.

[ You are my family. It goes unspoken but does it really need to be? ]

[jedies]

[ it was still killing him. obi-wan hasn't addressed it at all and it's a bright bloom of a bruise in his heart. if he touches it, it will spread. so he does not. besides, pain is easy to carry. heart break is easy. ]

Of course we are.

[hopesparks]

[ Anakin's troubled look slides off his face to be replaced by a warm smile that makes him look properly young. He's not alone. Neither of them are.

Though mentioning family reminds him of something. ]

I know you said you don't want to know too much about the future, but there's something I should mention in light of, um, everything that went on with my uncle.

[ Not mentioning Leia was a bad move. Anakin has no intention of making the same mistake with his siblings. ]

[jedies]

[ hmm. ]

Go on.

[hopesparks]

Well. I'm actually the youngest of three. My brother and sister are twins a year and a half older than I am. Jaina and Jacen.

[ Anakin digs through is pockets and pulls out a holodisk. He places it on the table in front of him-- an invitation but not an imposition. ]

[jedies]

[ obi-wan looks it over, his expression undecipherable. ]

Twins again.

[hopesparks]

[ Anakin looks closely at Obi-Wan's expression. ]

Is that unusual?

[ He knows twins are rare, but are they particularly rare among Force-sensitives? ]

[jedies]

I couldn't say for sure. We've had them in the Order but I wouldn't call it common.

[ and bloodlines weren't really a thing. he didn't know if there was more to it or not. ]

[hopesparks]

[ Thoughtfully: ] My siblings and I were really close growing up-- I mean, we still are, but I mean in terms of being connected in the Force. My brother and sister, they were on another level, though.

My mom and uncle aren't quite that connected, but I think it's because they grew up apart. They never struggled to sort out whose feeling was whose.

[jedies]

Mmm. In the early days of the creche, it can happen.

Still, I don't think it's . . . recommended.

[hopesparks]

"The creche"?

[ It makes sense that, in a communal culture like the Jedi, children were all raised together. Still, he can't help but be curious. ]

[jedies]

Ah . . . We had clans within the nurseries. I was part of the Kybuck Clan when I was young. We remain with the clans until we have a master.

[hopesparks]

So everyone grows up with siblings?

[ That sounds nice. It means no one is ever alone. ]

How old are you when you get a master?

[ Anakin can't help but be fascinated, and he can't keep his curiosity contained. It's like learning about a different culture. Like learning about his family history. ]

[jedies]

Hmm . . . I must have been twelve. A few years after we went to Ilum to construct our first lightsaber.

[hopesparks]

[ Anakin smiles a little, remembering his own trip to Ilum. Knowing he'd walked the same halls as Jedi had for generations had been humbling but amazing. ]

Are you assigned a master?