Luca Paguro (
schoolingfish) wrote in
deernet2022-05-05 12:27 pm
video; un: seeingtheworld
[When Luca comes onto the screen, it looks like he's been crying.]
So...um...I just wanted to let everyone know that Varian and Fern are gone. They...probably turned back into squids. Which...I mean, they're still together, so it's fine. They're fine. They're happy out there in the ocean, doing squid things, and really it's not like it's the first time I've realized I'm going to be separated from the people I care about, so...
[After all, when he went to school he was separated from Alberto and his family, expecting to not see them until the summer. Then he ended up here and realized he might very well never see them again. Still, having a feeling of loss strike him like this even in his new life when he's still longing for the people he loves from his previous one to show up...it hits him hard, and he looks like he might start crying again.]
So I'm fine, too.
[This is obviously a lie.]
That's all. I just thought everyone should know.
[He ends the recording right there.]
So...um...I just wanted to let everyone know that Varian and Fern are gone. They...probably turned back into squids. Which...I mean, they're still together, so it's fine. They're fine. They're happy out there in the ocean, doing squid things, and really it's not like it's the first time I've realized I'm going to be separated from the people I care about, so...
[After all, when he went to school he was separated from Alberto and his family, expecting to not see them until the summer. Then he ended up here and realized he might very well never see them again. Still, having a feeling of loss strike him like this even in his new life when he's still longing for the people he loves from his previous one to show up...it hits him hard, and he looks like he might start crying again.]
So I'm fine, too.
[This is obviously a lie.]
That's all. I just thought everyone should know.
[He ends the recording right there.]

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You know what, Luca? I'm going to miss them too.
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A lot of people are. They were really nice and had a lot of friends.
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[A beat.]
They are. It's important to remember that. They're not dead.
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It's hard, though. Isn't it? Knowing they're not dead, but still feeling like...
Well.
You know what I kind of miss from Deerington? The Goodbye House.
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...left.
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Or something...some kind of ritual or ceremony to just...say goodbye.
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Maybe by the beach? That's where they disappear to, after all, right?
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And so many cultures link water to both life and death. Even marriage.
[Her eyes widen.]
Do you suppose we could marry them as squids?
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[Ariadne shakes her head. What was she thinking?]
A guess a wedding felt happier than a...goodbye.
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You're right.
Maybe simple is best. Just...goodbye.
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[She shakes her head.]
I need to think...
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Luca, I just suggested marrying them!
[She shakes her head.]
I'm not sure I should be doing anything yet...
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[She looks damn close to crying, though. And that isn't Ariadne's style at all.]
I just can't believe it...
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If you figure out something that can help, let me know.
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Thank you, Luca. At least...at least I heard it from a friend.
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