Text UN: 1stStrike CW: Comp Het/Internalized homophobia?

[strikefirster]

[Johnny Lawrence stares at his Omni briefly. Ever since the whole speed dating fiascothe month before there has been something nagging at him. Something that didn't quite feel right to him.

Which is what brings him to his Omni today. And after two or three times where he is accidentally posted on the network one would think he'd learn his lesson, right?]

How not to be gay.

Is doing karate with dudes gay now?

[Wrong.

The network is not google, Johnny.]

Comments

private;

[lipochrome]

wait he told you about that shit
fuck
gross
come on

i mean
he was around when my dad was off moping about his creepy frozen girlfriend
but i know it was the reverse for you
so if you want me to shut the fuck up about him i can

[strongroots]

doesnt bother me
the him being around thing for you
my dads mouth? bugs me all the time

he did say your dad pulled some shit and dragged a bunch of you into it
and i know pauls big into sticking by him

[lipochrome]

yeah my dad was the one who put me in the zombie body
dont ask me if im mad about that i still dont know

my dad liked paul better than me
theyre both giant nerds so it makes sense
i dont know if pauls super into him now though we kind of dont talk about it

but i dont wanna be the kid your dad likes better than you

[ that's the problem with kiriona. she's always been a little more blunt, and even now, can't shake the habit. ]

[strongroots]

[ It's only as he's thinking about his response (he has a few) that it finally--probably finally--clicks to Robby what Kiriona means. The kid your dad likes better than you.

He was thinking they were just close. Was this a different type of close than Paul? Or--

you know what? He's ignoring it. Just like he likes to when it comes to Paul. Tuck that fucker away, now. ]

thats up to my dad who he likes better
he always has an easier time with other kids
not the first time

not because ur the better choice either
you seen his tastes? trash

[ let's not get a big head, now. but, there's a pause before his next few texts. ]

you can talk about him if u want
just dont expect me to know much about him before here
but were trying to do better about being family
so
who knows what will happen there

[ With him being favoured.

Not going to think about that, either. He's not immune to pettiness and jealousy. ]