text | un: moonmochi

[hopticulture]

It's strange. There was a lot I wanted to do before I turned twenty.

It doesn't feel wrong to have been brought here, but I wish I wasn't by myself. I remember wanting to spend today with people I cared about, but that's not possible anymore.

[someone is very clearly brooding & feeling the effects of Cloverfield.]

People tend to roll their eyes whenever a girl talks about her feelings in a vague way for everyone to read, but if I didn't say anything about today, I'd probably feel much worse.

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[sideeffect]

Haha, sorry.

But it looks like you got a lotta people trying to help some. Do you feel any better?

[hopticulture]

You still owe me for my sweater, y'know.

But...in a way, I do. Talking to others seems to be helping. Just a bit, but I am starting to feel less bad.

[sideeffect]

Yeah. I think it can feel a little weird at first, opening up like that... even if someone already stressed to me how important the sense of community is here. I'm glad you're feeling a bit better.

It's true, I gotta make that up to you. What sorta foods do you like?

[hopticulture]

And it doesn't help that I've been seeing things. But I think that's part of being a Paleblood.

As for food...someone's already giving me some carrot cake so maybe
Soup? That sounds sort of lame, but it's really good during the colder months and during the cooler months when I got to be home for the holiday, my family would often do hotpot.

I kind of miss that sort of thing. Don't know if they do that here though.

[sideeffect]

Headaches, too?

Hot pot should be doable... Like a lunar-powered hot pot. Or I guess you would just use a fire. I can get the ingredients for you.

[ suggesting she have hot pot... just with herself... when she mentioned that would be typically enjoyed with her family. good job, riz; looks like he's going to be weird about trying to hang out. ]