haru | 🐇 | ハル (
hopticulture) wrote in
deernet2021-10-19 12:25 pm
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It's strange. There was a lot I wanted to do before I turned twenty.
It doesn't feel wrong to have been brought here, but I wish I wasn't by myself. I remember wanting to spend today with people I cared about, but that's not possible anymore.
[someone is very clearly brooding & feeling the effects of Cloverfield.]
People tend to roll their eyes whenever a girl talks about her feelings in a vague way for everyone to read, but if I didn't say anything about today, I'd probably feel much worse.
It doesn't feel wrong to have been brought here, but I wish I wasn't by myself. I remember wanting to spend today with people I cared about, but that's not possible anymore.
[someone is very clearly brooding & feeling the effects of Cloverfield.]
People tend to roll their eyes whenever a girl talks about her feelings in a vague way for everyone to read, but if I didn't say anything about today, I'd probably feel much worse.

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Oh, christ, dude, I thought that was just like a vtuber avatar or something.
You're actually, like.
Okay.
Well.
Sorry for thinking you were suicidal when you're really just a rabbit.
Let me just kind of, uh, gloss over that part and answer the stuff about Cloverfield.
Basically I've been chilling with him for a while. He's a good listener and he likes having company.
He'll even help you out if you need to remember someone from home.
I've got a couple pictures of people from home because I sat and talked to him.
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[suicidal, huh. probably not the first person to think that way about me...]
...how did he get you those pictures?
Or...I woke up with some sort of crystal ball in my bag this morning, so I really shouldn't be asking for any explanations because what happens in this place is way beyond what I know.
But I'll try speaking with him the next time I see him. I didn't want to bother him.
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He's just lonely. Easy to recognize when you know what you're looking for.
Being there for him is probably what he wants.
Sitting and talking with him, even if you can't understand him back.