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[hopticulture]

It's strange. There was a lot I wanted to do before I turned twenty.

It doesn't feel wrong to have been brought here, but I wish I wasn't by myself. I remember wanting to spend today with people I cared about, but that's not possible anymore.

[someone is very clearly brooding & feeling the effects of Cloverfield.]

People tend to roll their eyes whenever a girl talks about her feelings in a vague way for everyone to read, but if I didn't say anything about today, I'd probably feel much worse.

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[hopticulture]

It's the oldest I've been so far, and it's strange knowing I'm no longer a teenager. Part of it has to do with never really having a clear cut idea of what I wanted to do with my future until recently.

How old are you?

[that's. a rude question Haru.]

[morningstud]

[Apparently he doesn't find the question rude at all because he answers without skipping a beat.]

As old as the universe.

That's not me being sarcastic or dismissive, by the way. My family and I have been around for a very long time.

You're young. It's quite expected to be aimless, and nothing to be ashamed of; the teenage years are vital for forming one's identity.