enblightened: (i smell like i sound)
bigby | The Abomination ([personal profile] enblightened) wrote in [community profile] deernet2021-11-12 03:46 pm

video; un: padlocks

I have made my warning to a handful of you before, but there are many that I've yet to meet. And so, this is primarily to those who do not know me.

I am something to be wary of. 'Tis not meant as a threat, but a matter of what I am. Call it what you shall, be it a curse or condition, but the brand on my head is not for display only. Many would call me an abomination where I am from, and it is not far from the truth.

I fight back the instincts of a demon inside of me. I hold it back by whatever means I am able, with my will and the bonds I take with me. With years of practice, I am typically able to hold it back, but there can never be a promise of my willpower. If there comes a time in which this beast emerges and I transform, I do not expect mercy on my behalf.

I understand that there are some with a similar situation as myself, or that you have experienced enough horrors to be prepared for it. Making demands of a person is impossible, I know that, but I want to be clear that I am a thing to be careful with.

...Thank you for listening. Be well, friends and strangers alike.
danserai: human (14)

[personal profile] danserai 2021-11-13 02:12 am (UTC)(link)
Well, I like dancing? I'm a ballet student, even if I'm not very good at it.

Maybe you could find a nice place to practice? I don't want to lose my progress even if Mr. Cat isn't here to yell at me and drop me to the probationary class . . .
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[personal profile] danserai 2021-11-13 03:00 am (UTC)(link)
I don't know if there are any others and there's no pressure! I can probably just find a nice room and that should be fine too . . .
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[personal profile] danserai 2021-11-13 04:08 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you.