bigby | The Abomination (
enblightened) wrote in
deernet2021-11-12 03:46 pm
video; un: padlocks
I have made my warning to a handful of you before, but there are many that I've yet to meet. And so, this is primarily to those who do not know me.
I am something to be wary of. 'Tis not meant as a threat, but a matter of what I am. Call it what you shall, be it a curse or condition, but the brand on my head is not for display only. Many would call me an abomination where I am from, and it is not far from the truth.
I fight back the instincts of a demon inside of me. I hold it back by whatever means I am able, with my will and the bonds I take with me. With years of practice, I am typically able to hold it back, but there can never be a promise of my willpower. If there comes a time in which this beast emerges and I transform, I do not expect mercy on my behalf.
I understand that there are some with a similar situation as myself, or that you have experienced enough horrors to be prepared for it. Making demands of a person is impossible, I know that, but I want to be clear that I am a thing to be careful with.
...Thank you for listening. Be well, friends and strangers alike.
I am something to be wary of. 'Tis not meant as a threat, but a matter of what I am. Call it what you shall, be it a curse or condition, but the brand on my head is not for display only. Many would call me an abomination where I am from, and it is not far from the truth.
I fight back the instincts of a demon inside of me. I hold it back by whatever means I am able, with my will and the bonds I take with me. With years of practice, I am typically able to hold it back, but there can never be a promise of my willpower. If there comes a time in which this beast emerges and I transform, I do not expect mercy on my behalf.
I understand that there are some with a similar situation as myself, or that you have experienced enough horrors to be prepared for it. Making demands of a person is impossible, I know that, but I want to be clear that I am a thing to be careful with.
...Thank you for listening. Be well, friends and strangers alike.

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I gave him the same warning as I have given here over this network. It did not dissuade him from deciding to help and speak with me. I quickly learned how incredibly determined he is to do things his way.
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That sounds about right. I met him on an expedition to explore a mountain with curious properties. It housed a facility we were absolutely forbidden from approaching. Guess where he immediately went?
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Well. At least you never truly lose track of him. Seek him out in the worst possible and mysterious location on an expedition, I suspect.
Wow DW ate this notif?? Rude??
[Adam laughs again.] Yes, if any of us ever lose Varian we can probably just watch the sky and wait for the inevitable plume of smoke.
no worries, dw just do that sometimes
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I will keep that advice in mind. Thank you, Adam.
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Any time. Knowledge is power.