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deernet2021-11-12 03:46 pm
enblightened) wrote in deernet2021-11-12 03:46 pm
video; un: padlocks
I have made my warning to a handful of you before, but there are many that I've yet to meet. And so, this is primarily to those who do not know me.
I am something to be wary of. 'Tis not meant as a threat, but a matter of what I am. Call it what you shall, be it a curse or condition, but the brand on my head is not for display only. Many would call me an abomination where I am from, and it is not far from the truth.
I fight back the instincts of a demon inside of me. I hold it back by whatever means I am able, with my will and the bonds I take with me. With years of practice, I am typically able to hold it back, but there can never be a promise of my willpower. If there comes a time in which this beast emerges and I transform, I do not expect mercy on my behalf.
I understand that there are some with a similar situation as myself, or that you have experienced enough horrors to be prepared for it. Making demands of a person is impossible, I know that, but I want to be clear that I am a thing to be careful with.
...Thank you for listening. Be well, friends and strangers alike.
I am something to be wary of. 'Tis not meant as a threat, but a matter of what I am. Call it what you shall, be it a curse or condition, but the brand on my head is not for display only. Many would call me an abomination where I am from, and it is not far from the truth.
I fight back the instincts of a demon inside of me. I hold it back by whatever means I am able, with my will and the bonds I take with me. With years of practice, I am typically able to hold it back, but there can never be a promise of my willpower. If there comes a time in which this beast emerges and I transform, I do not expect mercy on my behalf.
I understand that there are some with a similar situation as myself, or that you have experienced enough horrors to be prepared for it. Making demands of a person is impossible, I know that, but I want to be clear that I am a thing to be careful with.
...Thank you for listening. Be well, friends and strangers alike.
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Thank you, Shiro. I still find I must get used to this again. Comradery was rare where I was from, and here it is like a bright dawn bathing over the land by comparison.
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[Look, Shiro loves the man, but the salt content in him can be off the charts.]
It's all right. Take your time... but. I really think you'll find most sleepers have that same attitude about befriending people.
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Of that, I've no doubt. My time here thus far has been a pleasant one. Odd, but no more strange than anything I've experienced.
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Here's hoping it stays that way.