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[enblightened]

I have made my warning to a handful of you before, but there are many that I've yet to meet. And so, this is primarily to those who do not know me.

I am something to be wary of. 'Tis not meant as a threat, but a matter of what I am. Call it what you shall, be it a curse or condition, but the brand on my head is not for display only. Many would call me an abomination where I am from, and it is not far from the truth.

I fight back the instincts of a demon inside of me. I hold it back by whatever means I am able, with my will and the bonds I take with me. With years of practice, I am typically able to hold it back, but there can never be a promise of my willpower. If there comes a time in which this beast emerges and I transform, I do not expect mercy on my behalf.

I understand that there are some with a similar situation as myself, or that you have experienced enough horrors to be prepared for it. Making demands of a person is impossible, I know that, but I want to be clear that I am a thing to be careful with.

...Thank you for listening. Be well, friends and strangers alike.

Comments

wow imagine getting notifications that would be wild

[family_remains]

Fighting back your abomination. Why bother?

Kinda sounds like you're just whining.

lack of dw notifs scarier than anything else tbh

[enblightened]

If I do not fight it, then all would be in danger of it.

Perceive it how you'd like. If nothing else, I will ensure that I've given my warning.

for real thooooo

[family_remains]

[PrEciEvE iT hOw YoU lIkE insert spongebob meme here. Poor Bigby. You've done nothing to deserve this. And were Sam himself right now he would be nothing but sympathetic.. being of similar ilk..]

Bold of you to assume you're dangerous given everyone else here.

[enblightened]

If you're attempting to get under my skin, you are welcome to try. I have dealt with considerably worse from more memorable fools.

[family_remains]

Honestly? I don't actually care. I was just curious.

What kind of abomination are we talking? Actual, literal demon?

[enblightened]

[SURE SURE OKAY DUDE]

Yes, a literal demon. I was not speaking in hyperbole or metaphorically.

[family_remains]

And you've never bothered to have it exorcised?

[enblightened]

Quite presumptuous of you.

[family_remains]

Seems like common sense. It's not like it's hard.

[enblightened]

The church had already made many of its attempts. Though I suppose I should thank you despite your arrogance for the... suggestion, as it were.

[family_remains]

Well there's your problem, most churches don't know jack shit. You need a trained professional.

[enblightened]

And I suppose you know one.

[family_remains]

Yeah, I do.

[enblightened]

I do not believe you can help me.

[family_remains]

I mean personally I've killed hundreds of demons and exorcised the same but again: I don't actually care.

I'm just saying it's low level for some of the people here. If you're butthurt about your possession then you should do something productive besides shitpost your emo lyrics on the network.

[enblightened]

I find it unusual for a man to claim he does not care when he continues to engage in the conversation.

In any case, this is counterproductive for my sake. I will end it here.