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deernet2021-11-12 03:46 pm
enblightened) wrote in deernet2021-11-12 03:46 pm
video; un: padlocks
I have made my warning to a handful of you before, but there are many that I've yet to meet. And so, this is primarily to those who do not know me.
I am something to be wary of. 'Tis not meant as a threat, but a matter of what I am. Call it what you shall, be it a curse or condition, but the brand on my head is not for display only. Many would call me an abomination where I am from, and it is not far from the truth.
I fight back the instincts of a demon inside of me. I hold it back by whatever means I am able, with my will and the bonds I take with me. With years of practice, I am typically able to hold it back, but there can never be a promise of my willpower. If there comes a time in which this beast emerges and I transform, I do not expect mercy on my behalf.
I understand that there are some with a similar situation as myself, or that you have experienced enough horrors to be prepared for it. Making demands of a person is impossible, I know that, but I want to be clear that I am a thing to be careful with.
...Thank you for listening. Be well, friends and strangers alike.
I am something to be wary of. 'Tis not meant as a threat, but a matter of what I am. Call it what you shall, be it a curse or condition, but the brand on my head is not for display only. Many would call me an abomination where I am from, and it is not far from the truth.
I fight back the instincts of a demon inside of me. I hold it back by whatever means I am able, with my will and the bonds I take with me. With years of practice, I am typically able to hold it back, but there can never be a promise of my willpower. If there comes a time in which this beast emerges and I transform, I do not expect mercy on my behalf.
I understand that there are some with a similar situation as myself, or that you have experienced enough horrors to be prepared for it. Making demands of a person is impossible, I know that, but I want to be clear that I am a thing to be careful with.
...Thank you for listening. Be well, friends and strangers alike.
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It is something that I forget is more of an option for me now here than before. It's been... a very long time, but perhaps...
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Maaaybe less with the science stuff, though. My boyfriend would totally be up for science experiments, though. He's all about that junk.
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Oh? Perhaps I shall reach out. What is his name?
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Varian! He wears goggles and has a blue stripe in his hair. You can't miss him. He's an alchemist and probably the smartest person here.
[Just going to gush a little it's fine.]
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You have found yourself a fine person as a significant other.
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Ha ha, yeah. He's stubborn as heck, he's even worse than me. [He's saying that fondly.]
Thanks. I'm really happy he's here. Dunno what I'd do without him.
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Oh, I have noticed in the short time I have known him. But still, a good heart nonetheless in that one. As well as in yours.
It's fortunate you have found each other.
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You don't know the half of it. Both of us are used to life just going sideways all the time, or messing us up. Something real good like this doesn't happen to either of us.
[Which sounds like an exaggeration, but it isn't, really. They've been through the wringer more than any kids should be.]
We're really, really lucky. Sometimes I think we're too lucky, and this is all some big cosmic joke that's gonna come crashing down on us at any second.
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Embrace the love you have earned, Fern. That is my advice.
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