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deernet2021-11-12 03:46 pm
enblightened) wrote in deernet2021-11-12 03:46 pm
video; un: padlocks
I have made my warning to a handful of you before, but there are many that I've yet to meet. And so, this is primarily to those who do not know me.
I am something to be wary of. 'Tis not meant as a threat, but a matter of what I am. Call it what you shall, be it a curse or condition, but the brand on my head is not for display only. Many would call me an abomination where I am from, and it is not far from the truth.
I fight back the instincts of a demon inside of me. I hold it back by whatever means I am able, with my will and the bonds I take with me. With years of practice, I am typically able to hold it back, but there can never be a promise of my willpower. If there comes a time in which this beast emerges and I transform, I do not expect mercy on my behalf.
I understand that there are some with a similar situation as myself, or that you have experienced enough horrors to be prepared for it. Making demands of a person is impossible, I know that, but I want to be clear that I am a thing to be careful with.
...Thank you for listening. Be well, friends and strangers alike.
I am something to be wary of. 'Tis not meant as a threat, but a matter of what I am. Call it what you shall, be it a curse or condition, but the brand on my head is not for display only. Many would call me an abomination where I am from, and it is not far from the truth.
I fight back the instincts of a demon inside of me. I hold it back by whatever means I am able, with my will and the bonds I take with me. With years of practice, I am typically able to hold it back, but there can never be a promise of my willpower. If there comes a time in which this beast emerges and I transform, I do not expect mercy on my behalf.
I understand that there are some with a similar situation as myself, or that you have experienced enough horrors to be prepared for it. Making demands of a person is impossible, I know that, but I want to be clear that I am a thing to be careful with.
...Thank you for listening. Be well, friends and strangers alike.
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[The sheer eagerness from so many to come to his aid is still startling, but he is no less grateful for it. It does give a little spark, almost something like hope.]
I doubt that it is so intelligent to have a sentiment outside of its rage and hunger in general, to be honest. If it feels anything for me, it is fury. I would describe it much like being trapped in a small room with a rabid, starved dog and I have only but a twig to defend myself with.
I do know that it wishes to be uncaged. That is... the one thing we agree on.