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[givehead]

Turning 21 has been a completely underrated experience. I was expecting the blackout and loss of time. Even the warping to a new place isn't out of the realm of estimated probability.

But being genetically altered is a plot twist. I assume it is so we can fuck the monsters.

I call dibs on the raven dude.

cw: looots of kink/fetish/nsfw jokes/conversation going on in this here post.

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[creidim]

Oh, I understand that. There's someone I'm close to who's not always so good at expressing himself with words, but we express ourselves through physical means. They're just not sexual ones. You don't have to be good with that, either. It's taken us quite a lot of practice in being gentle with one another, but that in itself is quite an enjoyable journey.

Perhaps if it happens, I shall let you know.

Would the possibility of terrible outcomes not sway you?

-> Private

[givehead]

(Hm. Okay, you know what. He's sensing something embarrassing possibly for himself here, so he switches to private.)

What non-sexual physical means?

(He has had painfully limited physical contact. He..........does not understand it at all, okay.)

Not really. I'm not trying to sound selfish either. I just realize that there are hundreds of timelines and possibilities and sometimes you gotta take a risk.

If it makes you feel better, I'm not that serious about following through with dicking down a god. It's mostly just funny to think about.

— private here on out tbh

[creidim]

Oh, it can be anything, really. Holding hands, resting your head on their shoulder, hugging. I like it when I get my hair tucked behind my ear. Sometimes I just... hold his face, he likes that. They're just little things like that, very simple and gentle actions with one another.

Or taking naps curled up together, we like naps especially. :) It just... makes you feel safe, and cared for, having someone close like that. I didn't really have much experience until I left my homeworld so it's been pretty nice just exploring things to how they work with you.

[ Listen, she is very much all about physical contact. No one wanted to be her friend, let alone offer her a hug. ]

You have experience with different timelines? We've had some of that. Sort of. It's a long story. But it all essentially stemmed from a Pthumerian having a child with a Human and it wasn't a very nice time.

I mean, that's quite good. I suppose I just... don't really understand how it's an amusing thought.

[givehead]

I've barely experienced any of that. The first time I ever touched another human was when I was sixteen. I'm not sure I ever perfected how that works.

(He's literally just sitting here touching his own hair and wondering how different it would feel if it was someone else doing it. Jake had never exactly gotten too intimate like that.)

Does touching like that make you feel vulnerable?

(Because the idea of it made him feel sweaty. He's not going to say that.)

Hm. Interesting.

(It was more than interesting, admittedly, but it also wasn't worth thinking about too hard. He was pretty sure he wasn't about to find a cuddle buddy anytime soon.)

Is he your boyfriend?

Yes. It's fairly complex. They always are long stories and never a nice time.

I have a really crude, stupid sense of humor. It's fine if you don't get it.

[creidim]

I'm sorry. That's a really long time. It's quite a lonely way to be. [ Something she understands quite well, in her on way. She knows how it is to be lonely. ]

Other than affection from my parents, I didn't really experience any of it from people my own age until I was seventeen or so. I didn't have friends growing up. But I guess it's just something you learn how to get better at. [ No friends, no romantic relationships. Peter's certainly been a first for a lot of ways of affection for her. ]

Sometimes. A little scary, too. You're putting a great deal of trust into the hands of the other person, you know? But it feels more good than scary, these days.

He is, yes. It's something we kind of grew into together? He's my best friend, one of the people here I've known the very longest.

I knew someone at home a little bit like that. He could be really funny sometimes with silly things. Although he was more unkind than crude, I suppose.

[ Ah, Ron. ]

[givehead]

It's fine. It can't be helped. I liked the robot who raised me. He was mad good at raps.

It seems like it would be scary.

(God knows he had been terrified the first time he was properly alone with Jake with that kind of atmosphere hanging over them. He didn't know how he had both been so clingy and so frigid at the same time. He wondered if he had even trusted Jake at the time - but he knows he didn't.

He realizes he's zoned out for a bit too long and forces himself to concentrate on the words rather than the feelings.)

That sounds like a good development. I've heard dating best friends can be a total disaster or total success.

Sex seems less intimidating. It can be incredibly intimate, but it also feels a lot less intimate than trying to hold someone's hand.

I can be unkind too if I'm being real with you.

[creidim]

I've met a couple of robots. Well, androids. They're really nice, not sure if they can do raps, though.

[ She doesn't think Arid could, but maybe K can. ]

Love and friendship can really go either way when it's put together. I've seen how unfortunate it can get. But it did work out really well for us. I think it might just depend on the people. I suppose I knew I loved him long before I even first kissed him.

It's strange how you think it's less intimidating, I'd think it to be more. But then again it's a complicated subject in my relationship. We've not really talked about it. [ Considering there's demonic possession in the mix. But they've never minded, too? They're quite happy going at their own pace. ] Something like holding hands is definitely a lot, especially when it was very new. But it's nice to how natural it feels, it's just something you... kind of fall into.

Well, it's nice that you're honest about it, at least. :)

[givehead]

From my understanding, androids can be quite different from robots, but I suppose that would depend on their origin. I'm sure they could learn to rap if they wanted to.

(Now he needs to teach an android to rap.)

Wow. That's really cute. What's his name if you don't mind me asking? Unless ya'll prefer the privacy.

Everyone's different when it comes to physical intimacy. Sex can be nerve-wracking for a lot of people. I've always been a guy who prefers slamming into the heart of an issue headfirst.

I guess so. It's good to be self-aware of one's flaws. Otherwise, we can never improve ourselves.

[creidim]

Oh, I see. It's something to do with their firm, perhaps? One I know who lives here is very clever, I think he could learn.

[ Dirk should absolutely do that. ]

I don't mind, his name's Peter. Peter Graham. :)

I suppose it's just one of those kinds of things that it's... difficult to talk about? Our relationship seems to... have a bit of special circumstances. Not just usual teenage awkwardness. I feel like it's something that requires a little delicacy. Going in headfirst might actually terrify him.

Exactly so, that's a very wise way of thinking!