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deernet2022-03-09 04:21 pm
snakesdonthavelegs) wrote in deernet2022-03-09 04:21 pm
text | un: jessie☆sama ; misfire
RUBY
RUBY HELP ヽ(°〇°)ﾉ
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO
ive been listening to all these pop songs from korea
ive gotten really into it actually they're super good (.❛ ᴗ ❛.)
anyway ive started watching the music videos too and
for some reason when i watched a few of the girl groups
i felt all warm and tingly and couldnt stop thinking about how pretty and cool they all were
and a lot of other stuff
AM I LEBSAIN??? w(ﾟДﾟ)w
RUBY HELP ヽ(°〇°)ﾉ
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO
ive been listening to all these pop songs from korea
ive gotten really into it actually they're super good (.❛ ᴗ ❛.)
anyway ive started watching the music videos too and
for some reason when i watched a few of the girl groups
i felt all warm and tingly and couldnt stop thinking about how pretty and cool they all were
and a lot of other stuff
AM I LEBSAIN??? w(ﾟДﾟ)w
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A little eager.
I'm, like, 30 and he still tried to make me his big sister. Which, hoo boy, no accounting for taste, I guess.
You tight with Ange?
She's got a good head on her shoulders.
You could pick worse people to be related to.
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i'm so happy to have her as family
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She's a pretty good person. She's helped me through a lot.
She could probably help you through this, too. You know, if you want someone who's not a total stranger on the internet.
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i hope i can be a person thats that well respected
i'll have a lot to talk with her about
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First time I showed my face on a network post, I was dolled up in a maid outfit.
That wasn't HERE, but it was just about as mortifying.
And now people. Respect? Me. I'm pretty sure they do. Pretty sure that's the emotion they feel.
What I'm saying is this is a solid first step.
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one of them is here in fact
but i think of her more as my bff (´▽`)
i'm glad she's doing more than just that dumb job here
but mannnn thatd be so embarrassing
i think i'd respect you anyway though
you're so smart!
you must really have it together
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I'm doing all right, though. Had a lot of time to get adjusted to this place.
Been here since the first squidfall and don't think I'm gonna head anywhere anytime soon.
Glad you came with even more people from around here. Especially your BFF.
Rebuilding from scratch ain't easy. Always good to have someone there to build off.
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i just really wanna be there for her now that we're both here
i owe so much to her
but she had a really hard time in our life before
and because of my position, i could never be the friend i should have been
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She got a name? You seem chill, minus the gay panic.
She's probably chill too.
Besides, maybe I've run into her already.
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she goes by Shannon here
she's a bit shy but she's really sweet
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I was fine calling you Jessie-sama.
Thanks for sharing. I'll keep an eye out for her.
Just not all the time 'cause I only have the one. P)
That was, like, an eyepatch. But a smiling face.
Re: private
i've been friends with sayo since we were kids
[ Isn't that the name of one of Kainé's friends? ]
she's pretty much the smartest person i know its crazy
she's a really great person, and she's supported me for so many years
i wouldn't be the person i am now without her
it drives me nuts that she acts like she's so unimportant
its only now that i feel like i can really pay her back for it
shes had a hard time here but i'll be with her all the way (.❛ ᴗ ❛.)
[ Is her crush showing, Anna? ]
haha that's cute! &)
this is me smiling but actually i have a pretzel for eyes
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You two already sound like you make a great team.
Have you thought about talking through any of this stuff with her?
You know, the lebsain worries.
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i mean
what are you saying
she's a very accepting person, i don't think she would judge me
i hope
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[mostly.]
I know it's scary bringing stuff like that up to people if you're not a hundred percent sure, but if you think she'd accept you then I think it's a good idea to talk to her about it.
idk, you have absolutely no obligation to listen to me or anything.
Just think it could be an easier conversation than doing it with Ruby or something.
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but shes always been an understanding person
i'll definitely tell her