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[snakesdonthavelegs]

RUBY
RUBY HELP ヽ(°〇°)ﾉ
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO

ive been listening to all these pop songs from korea
ive gotten really into it actually they're super good (.❛ ᴗ ❛.)

anyway ive started watching the music videos too and
for some reason when i watched a few of the girl groups
i felt all warm and tingly and couldnt stop thinking about how pretty and cool they all were
and a lot of other stuff
AM I LEBSAIN??? w(ﾟДﾟ)w

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Comments

[thisislife]

That's awful.
Thinking that you don't have a choice in your own happiness and have to try and care about someone, regardless of what or whom you really want.
I'm sorry. That's got to be really rough, to know that your own happiness has to take second place and wish that your husband was someone you could love.
What does being an excellent wife involve?

It really, really, really is!
We do! We should be able to be with the ones we love, have a career, and only have kids if we want to do it.

[snakesdonthavelegs]

i mean i did want to make my parents happy
i just wish that they'd been more flexible about it
i would have found some way to contribute to the family
not that it matters now

[ All this thinking about family has started to bring her spirits down, especially know what will happen to them, at least in Ange's world. ]

i can take the time now to figure out what makes me happy i guess

[thisislife]

That's normal, to want to make one's parents happy.
And it's also normal for one's parents to be set in their ways, have what their opinion of what might make one happy override what would actually make their child happy.
What? Why not?

[...did Jessica get spoiled on what happened to her own life? if so, that'd an absolute dick move]

You can.
And those who care about you will support you.
And if you ever want to talk it over, I'll do my best to be there for you.

[snakesdonthavelegs]

i did owe them for giving me life and raising me
but i didn't want them to choose everything about my life either
i hope if they could see me now, they'd find a way to be proud of me


[ She found out about a massacre that kills her entire family! She doesn't like thinking about it. ]

thanks

[thisislife]

I think they would be?
Granted, we don't know each other very well, but you seem like you're friendly, thoughtful, and smart.
All things to be proud of.

[horror. absolute horror. that's awful]

Sure.