Luz Noceda (
imaglyphwitch) wrote in
deernet2022-05-19 06:51 am
Video UN: glyphywitchy [Back dated to May 12]
[It's been a few days since dying, and Luz had unfortunately kept this to herself. If you haven't been able to tell, this girl has been having a pretty rough month, and it didn't seem to be getting better. She lurched her device to focus, and, though coughing, was looking directly into the camera].
So. Uh. Died. First time, ha ha, not a fun experience. Kinda looking for some company, here or just on this thing otherwise. I should probably be getting rest, yes, but staring up at the ceiling regretting stuff and hating yourself can only keep out the quiet for so long.
Also, been out of the loop a bit. Someone update me on things?
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Luz was pretty sure that she was going to get an earful from people in the house, but ESPECIALLY from Ahiru, who had very much not wanted her to go on the mission. Luz had thought she could handle it and had handled somewhat similar situations before. Now, though, since they'd talked about it before, Luz knew it looked even WORSE.
Add the whole mix of self-loathing for being too weak to avoid death and the ever-present gloom of missing Fern and Varian, and Luz was pretty much a powder keg of emotions and blah. She was in her room right now, dimly lit with her purple lights and surrounded by a fort of stuffed animals and, well, Luz was a sight to see.
So. Uh. Died. First time, ha ha, not a fun experience. Kinda looking for some company, here or just on this thing otherwise. I should probably be getting rest, yes, but staring up at the ceiling regretting stuff and hating yourself can only keep out the quiet for so long.
Also, been out of the loop a bit. Someone update me on things?
[Action]

Luz was pretty sure that she was going to get an earful from people in the house, but ESPECIALLY from Ahiru, who had very much not wanted her to go on the mission. Luz had thought she could handle it and had handled somewhat similar situations before. Now, though, since they'd talked about it before, Luz knew it looked even WORSE.
Add the whole mix of self-loathing for being too weak to avoid death and the ever-present gloom of missing Fern and Varian, and Luz was pretty much a powder keg of emotions and blah. She was in her room right now, dimly lit with her purple lights and surrounded by a fort of stuffed animals and, well, Luz was a sight to see.

Re: Video; UN: RoseStorm
Blankets, and a stuffed animal if you can spare one?
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Of course, I'll bring a whole pile over. Does it still hurt?
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Thanks, and yes, a little, though it's more of a mental and emotional thing now.
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[Makoto remembered how avoidant she had been of certain places after her death.]
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[They were like family, after all].
But maybe I'll pop in for a few hours. Actually, now that I think about it, there is something I'd like to ask of you.
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Sure, what's up? What do you need?
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In a few days, I have a karate tournament I'm going to. I'd like you to help me spar, if you would.
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[Makoto had thought about it, she'd been practicing at Terry's dojo occasionally since he'd been a little less demeaning than Johnny. But her schedule with the bakery and everything with the imposter flowers was keeping her busy.]
Yeah, I'd be glad to help you with that. Just make sure you don't push it too hard while you're recovering.
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[She knew him more than the others and had confidence in his way of teaching].
Right, I won't! I'll stay hydrated and we'll spar in shifts!
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[Exercise, and keeping busy would help with the pain and the memories of dying. Preparing for something that was coming would give back a sense of control and responsibility as well.]
Anything in particular you want to work on? I can show you holds or throws, or if you want something more offensive.
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[It's been a very hard month for Luz, she can hardly believe how bad it's gotten. She was honestly a little surprised at how rough it had been that she wasn't holed up and crying.
Well. It was time to restart again].
Those will be great, but...how are you with weapons?
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Did you sign up for the armed combat brackete?
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Yep, I did. Going against Keith.
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Bows are a little easier to work with for me. It's sort of like having a staff for me.
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[Not that it ever gave Makoto a pause or anything.]
Pretty much, the weight distribution is the main difference.
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[Luz nodded, looking serious].
I know I just emerged from dying, but I'm hoping to at least make our school look good!
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[Luz looks pretty proud of that].
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No, I'd heard he was the only one that was "competing" until this Terry guy also got involved, and then there are those who aren't IN a dojo but still offering instruction, like Sasuke!
Heck, YOU probably could train under him if you wanted to! He doesn't seem anywhere as intense as the dojo instructors! Even Ozpin's training methods can be a bit extreme.
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Yeah, I've heard about a few of his training methods. They're pretty strange.
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[Granted, she knew that she was a senshi, but that didn't necessarily mean she had to be good at martial arts. Clearly Makoto was someone who could join any dojo if she felt like it]!
Oh, all of their methods are strange to me. I think maybe Sasuke sounds the least intense.
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I'll have to keep that in mind, but first, we'll have to get you ready.
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Right! Of course. Please, get me ready!