Luz Noceda (
imaglyphwitch) wrote in
deernet2022-05-19 06:51 am
Video UN: glyphywitchy [Back dated to May 12]
[It's been a few days since dying, and Luz had unfortunately kept this to herself. If you haven't been able to tell, this girl has been having a pretty rough month, and it didn't seem to be getting better. She lurched her device to focus, and, though coughing, was looking directly into the camera].
So. Uh. Died. First time, ha ha, not a fun experience. Kinda looking for some company, here or just on this thing otherwise. I should probably be getting rest, yes, but staring up at the ceiling regretting stuff and hating yourself can only keep out the quiet for so long.
Also, been out of the loop a bit. Someone update me on things?
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Luz was pretty sure that she was going to get an earful from people in the house, but ESPECIALLY from Ahiru, who had very much not wanted her to go on the mission. Luz had thought she could handle it and had handled somewhat similar situations before. Now, though, since they'd talked about it before, Luz knew it looked even WORSE.
Add the whole mix of self-loathing for being too weak to avoid death and the ever-present gloom of missing Fern and Varian, and Luz was pretty much a powder keg of emotions and blah. She was in her room right now, dimly lit with her purple lights and surrounded by a fort of stuffed animals and, well, Luz was a sight to see.
So. Uh. Died. First time, ha ha, not a fun experience. Kinda looking for some company, here or just on this thing otherwise. I should probably be getting rest, yes, but staring up at the ceiling regretting stuff and hating yourself can only keep out the quiet for so long.
Also, been out of the loop a bit. Someone update me on things?
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Luz was pretty sure that she was going to get an earful from people in the house, but ESPECIALLY from Ahiru, who had very much not wanted her to go on the mission. Luz had thought she could handle it and had handled somewhat similar situations before. Now, though, since they'd talked about it before, Luz knew it looked even WORSE.
Add the whole mix of self-loathing for being too weak to avoid death and the ever-present gloom of missing Fern and Varian, and Luz was pretty much a powder keg of emotions and blah. She was in her room right now, dimly lit with her purple lights and surrounded by a fort of stuffed animals and, well, Luz was a sight to see.

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knock.
this may constitute as passive aggressiveness. ]
The infamous "deer in headlights" icon!
Yes, she could tell by the knock].
Come in!
[She practically croaked that part, because she thought she could guess what was coming].
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Please don't ask for details as Luz hasn't actually died in the log yet
all good!
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text; private; un: LSKennedy
Do you need anything else? Besides company. I'm sure you've got people on their way already. [And to be honest, Leon's not sure she wants him around, since it's his mess she got killed in.] I can get you whatever you need. It's the least I can do.
Re: text; private; un: LSKennedy
[Boy, if you thought she was going to blame YOU Leon, you clearly do not know Luz and her slide into self-admonishment]!
But if you wanted to come by and drop some tea, I wouldn't complain.
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video | un: OZ
[There is no poise or stuffy manners in Oz's outburst. Nor is there much immediate volume control. He hasn't finished processing what she said either, so she'll get an unfiltered look at his grieving process. Shock turns to anger-- He wants to know who to chase down,-- then to sorrow and hurt when he realizes his friend died and he never even knew she was in danger.
Only for the anger to rise again.]
Where are you? How can you act so casually, Luz, you- You! You, you..!
[He can't say 'idiot.' Not when the end of these emotions is relief that she's not permanently dead.]
Re: video | un: OZ
I'm home, Oz. Recovering.
People used to die a LOT in Deerington. I was lucky it never happened there, and up until now, it never happened HERE either. That monster was just too fast.
I know. My response time is usually better than this.
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Video; UN: RoseStorm
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Blankets, and a stuffed animal if you can spare one?
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un: eudaimonikos; voice
[He's aware the death flu isn't really a thing here, but food seems to be one of the primary ways to comfort a human who's having a bad time. And yes, his tone about the whole death thing is probably inappropriately casual!]
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[She was sure that had nothing to do with being dead, only that she simply felt more fatigued now that she came back. Definitely not trying to think about the whole "dying-and reverting-back-into-a-squid" part].
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[We can action it]!
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Video: UN - Runeseeker
I can bring some mushroom broth we can add fish to. That will help with you recovering strength. There's nothing too terrible to worry about at present, other than be wary of bugs, and if you see growths of plants on yourself or others, those need to be dealt with. Oh... and people are turning into monsters but that is apparently not a big deal this month.
... [She sighed. There was also the whole "I just got engaged" part, but she was going to save that for when Luz was feeling better.]
Try not to beat yourself up too much. It never really gets easier with time. Some things are ... unavoidable in this place, Luz. Is it ok for me to come over?
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Wait, wait, what?! Bugs are evil? Why? Also, plant growth AGAIN? I guess its different because its not mushrooms, but come on!
[She wasn't that bothered of course, because Fern had been a plant and was constantly having things growing out of him].
I still think I could have fought better. I'm still a little sour about that.
Vira come on. It's you. Of course you can come.
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[The aforementioned sauna adventure could happen here if you like!]
(Whoop or we can do them here! I totally missed this when I got to the tags. Here's fine!)
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Hey, it's me. [...] Can I come in?
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[Luz heard the voice from the doorway and recognized it pretty quickly].
Sure Zib. Come on in.
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Of course, Maul being Maul, he doesn't use the front door but instead walks along the roof and over to the nearest window. Luz will be hearing a soft Tap, Tap, Tap! on the glass. There's Maul, though how he's managing to just stay there clinging to the side of the house without falling is a mystery unto itself.]
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Darth Maul? What are you doing out there?
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Video | UN: YOURFRIENDSCORPIA
[She just responds with a startled gasp. She doesn't... she can't form any other words to respond to that kind of announcement right now.]
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Scorpia, hey. How are you?
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Un: Fishblast | Video
Klee can come over. I can bring over some food from my world or some food.
Re: Un: Fishblast | Video
Food from your world would be amazing!
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video; un: idoloflove
I am coming over to give you a hug. I promise no yelling or anything, I just think you could use one.
[Because she wants to even if it might not help, but for all she knew it could be comforting.]
If you want to talk to then I am here to listen.
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I'd say no, I'm ok, but I'd be lying.
[Said the girl surrounded by stuffed animals].
I'll wait for you to come over.
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un: video; an.observer
which are especially wide now]
Um. Your first time? [her voice squeaks at the end of the sentence] We can die more than once?
Re: un: video; an.observer
Uh oh].
Well, yes. You don't really stay dead, since we're technically respawned as squids.
Kind of best not to think too much about it.
(CW: anxiety/panic attack)
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[Cypher's small voice calls out.]
Luz? You all right in 'ere?
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Control yourself Luz. Don't smother this cutie. Be polite
Hello, Cypher. I'm doing...ok. Slowly.
[Look, this is taking some restraint]!
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video; un: lookingforshinsengumi
Oh.. I'm so sorry, you've already been having such a hard time..
[ And then Luz died on top of it? How come her luck is this bad? ]
.. but why would you hate yourself..?
Re: video; un: lookingforshinsengumi
[She sighed].
I sorta promised a friend I'd be OK, and I really did think I would be! But I misjudged something and got killed, so I broke my promise.
I don't like calling my loved ones distress. So, you know, self reflection, you get pretty mad at yourself for not being faster, not responding quick enough.
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Video, UN: Olympian
And to have happened to a child no less, looking to be around his nephew's age.]
You... Died, and then came back? How is that even possible?
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Ok, so. In the last town I was in, and this one, you can die, right? The last town had this thing with deer and someone who made this possible. Here, well, we all start as squids, right? So when you die, you revert back to your squid state again so you can recover, and then you come back to your physical body just like when you first got here.
How its possible? Don't know. There's still a lot of Pthumerian lore we need to figure out.
I should have said two and a half months above, whoops, this is what I get for tagging before bed
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[Just as quickly as his video clicks on, he turns it right back off.]
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[Luca's upset that she'd go and do something dangerous after all they went through, but right now he can't even care about all that. Right now after losing so much, all he can do is be glad that she's back now and safe and better not be planning anything else like that.
Heading to her room, he knocks on the door.]
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Why wasn't she BETTER than this]??
Luca...
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