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deernet2022-05-19 06:51 am
imaglyphwitch) wrote in deernet2022-05-19 06:51 am
Video UN: glyphywitchy [Back dated to May 12]
[It's been a few days since dying, and Luz had unfortunately kept this to herself. If you haven't been able to tell, this girl has been having a pretty rough month, and it didn't seem to be getting better. She lurched her device to focus, and, though coughing, was looking directly into the camera].
So. Uh. Died. First time, ha ha, not a fun experience. Kinda looking for some company, here or just on this thing otherwise. I should probably be getting rest, yes, but staring up at the ceiling regretting stuff and hating yourself can only keep out the quiet for so long.
Also, been out of the loop a bit. Someone update me on things?
[Action]
Luz was pretty sure that she was going to get an earful from people in the house, but ESPECIALLY from Ahiru, who had very much not wanted her to go on the mission. Luz had thought she could handle it and had handled somewhat similar situations before. Now, though, since they'd talked about it before, Luz knew it looked even WORSE.
Add the whole mix of self-loathing for being too weak to avoid death and the ever-present gloom of missing Fern and Varian, and Luz was pretty much a powder keg of emotions and blah. She was in her room right now, dimly lit with her purple lights and surrounded by a fort of stuffed animals and, well, Luz was a sight to see.
So. Uh. Died. First time, ha ha, not a fun experience. Kinda looking for some company, here or just on this thing otherwise. I should probably be getting rest, yes, but staring up at the ceiling regretting stuff and hating yourself can only keep out the quiet for so long.
Also, been out of the loop a bit. Someone update me on things?
[Action]
Luz was pretty sure that she was going to get an earful from people in the house, but ESPECIALLY from Ahiru, who had very much not wanted her to go on the mission. Luz had thought she could handle it and had handled somewhat similar situations before. Now, though, since they'd talked about it before, Luz knew it looked even WORSE.
Add the whole mix of self-loathing for being too weak to avoid death and the ever-present gloom of missing Fern and Varian, and Luz was pretty much a powder keg of emotions and blah. She was in her room right now, dimly lit with her purple lights and surrounded by a fort of stuffed animals and, well, Luz was a sight to see.
Re: [CW: Fictional pathogens mentioned]
It's my first run at clinical work. Acquiring a 'good bedside manner', as it's called, has been a process.
[He opens his shirt further, showing part of the Y-scar as well as much older mark at the base of his ribcage.]
The handprint is Maul's Mark of brotherhood: we've adopted each other, given what this world and its predecessor threw us into and the brotherhood that formed between us.
The Y-incision was cut into me by the Blood-Crazed Zealots back in November. And this scar that encircles my chest... do you recall the portal which Bill Cipher conned several Sleepers, including Dipper Pines? When everything collapsed, it closed on me hard enough to kill me. And I am incredibly hard to kill.
[Ironically, a similar fate befell the version of himself whose face and form he's wearing. Only that fate didn't involve something as incredible as an inter-dimensional gateway.]
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I can imagine. Not everyone has the patience or the empathy!
[Camilla dealt with animal after all, and she had to have patience there, since they didn't speak the same language to start].
Ah, I never knew that! Well. You have quite an adopted brother then, he'll keep you busy!
That... [Luz shuddered with anger, remembering that Dipper had also died that day, and she had never quite forgiven herself for that, and she knew Varian had regretted how badly things had gotten].
I remember. That was very much not a fun time.
Re: [CW: Fictional pathogens mentioned]
I've known Maul since Deerington, when he rescued my arrogant self twice: once when I tried going past the boundaries of the town, only for something to force me back. And a second time when I nearly froze to death finding my way to the Hotel around New Years. I owe him for that and more. He's seen me as an ally, after I took a step to balance the measure.
[A grimace of understanding crosses his face.] It wasn't. Should I ever see Bill Cipher again, as powerful as he may be, I will find a means to take him apart for what he pulled on us Sleepers. [He says this with a dangerous calm.]
no subject
[Which Luz would stay very unelaborative about].
Whoa. I remember the second one, that hotel situation. It was there where I got my first real wound, when that vampire girl bit me. I've known Darth Maul since Deerington too, although our meetings weren't always under the best cicrumstances.
[Killing her sister and Varian, almost choking her to death, running away from the monsters in his world that one month. Boy, she'd been through a lot with Darth Maul].
Let's hope we DON'T see Bill Cipher again. I have a feeling he was holding back when we dealt with him that time.