(TXT) — ( mentally connected ) UN: BOMBSHELL

[opheliac]

cw: this entire post deals with depression, abandonment issues, & loss of a loved one.


why isn't he here yet?
he should had been back by now.

i shouldnt had ran away from him.
i should had stayed.

i shouldnt had been such a coward.

its my fault he's not here.
hes never coming back.
im never going to see him again.
he left me
please come back
please
im sorry
please im sorry
im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry come back come back please come back. i promise to do better if u just come back. please please. im sorry im sorry

( this is going to continue on until she hits some sort of character limit and this gets sent through the deernet. )

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Comments

[mehanizovati]

Singed isn't here. I am sure there are plenty of other people you could list as well.

None of us make the decision to come here or leave. It's not a reflection on you or him, Jinx.

[opheliac]

i did smth awful to him.
and when he was here
i was awful to him then too.

i jinxed everything. just like i always do.

[mehanizovati]

I doubt that. If you and I can become friends despite our history I find it very difficult to believe you did anything he wouldn't forgive you for.

[opheliac]

well my jinx obvs feels different about it.
im stuck.

[mehanizovati]

Stuck how?

[opheliac]

i cant move anymore.
cant blink
cant do anything.

private!

[mehanizovati]

Where are you? If you aren't somewhere secure I can at the very least have Rio help move you.

private

[opheliac]

nowhere.
vi is already on her way b/c shes stubborn and wont let me just stay where i am.

i dont think u want rio to get jinxed.

wait do omens get jinxed???