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deernet2022-03-09 04:21 pm
snakesdonthavelegs) wrote in deernet2022-03-09 04:21 pm
text | un: jessie☆sama ; misfire
RUBY
RUBY HELP ヽ(°〇°)ﾉ
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO
ive been listening to all these pop songs from korea
ive gotten really into it actually they're super good (.❛ ᴗ ❛.)
anyway ive started watching the music videos too and
for some reason when i watched a few of the girl groups
i felt all warm and tingly and couldnt stop thinking about how pretty and cool they all were
and a lot of other stuff
AM I LEBSAIN??? w(ﾟДﾟ)w
RUBY HELP ヽ(°〇°)ﾉ
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO
ive been listening to all these pop songs from korea
ive gotten really into it actually they're super good (.❛ ᴗ ❛.)
anyway ive started watching the music videos too and
for some reason when i watched a few of the girl groups
i felt all warm and tingly and couldnt stop thinking about how pretty and cool they all were
and a lot of other stuff
AM I LEBSAIN??? w(ﾟДﾟ)w
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not many people in japan are christian, but it seems they all dont like gay people anyway (＋_＋)
which is pretty lame
he seems pretty cool
[ But hold that thought, because she is now watching that video. Oh. Well, then. She is a bright shade of scarlet from the other side of her orb. She feels terribly guilty, as though she has seen something she shouldn't, but even more than that, excited. Artistically! Of course. ]
HOLY COW IS THAT LEGAL
WOW
I NEARLY SAW HIS DICK ( : ౦ ‸ ౦ : )
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He's amazing and yes you do, but only ALMOST! Not quite. I think it's legal on Earth!!! I think that's why it's only Almost.
You should watch Industry, Baby. There are so many naked men in it...........
[ Just learning a lot about him right now, isn't she? ]
He's such a beautiful man and an amazing musician!!!! And Red Velvet are amazing, too!! I'll have to listen to more fo them. Do you know BlackPink? BTS? Beyoncé???
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i have to rest my poor overheated brain from this excitement
[ She needs to work up to his level! ]
ohhh, I've seen the other two but not beyonce
who is she
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BEYONCÉ IS THE QUEEN
[ And bam, bam, bam time to listen to Beyoncé, Jessica! ]
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oh yeah thats good too
lemme hook you up with stuff that was popular where i was from
[ Hey, Wu, did you want to learn about citypop? ]
i've practiced a few songs like that
i'm not that good tho
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You play??? Oh, wow!! What do you play? Or do you sing???
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i definitely wouldn't mind hearing a bit of sax now and then
i play guitar and sing!!!
｡+ﾟ.。+。(´ω｀*)♪♪
i'm not very good tho
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I bet you're better than you think. Come play at the Raccoon Room! We have open mic nights every Thursday, anyone can come play
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i mean i have performed in front of an audience before so maybe
i'd have to think of what i'm gonna play
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Play whatever you want! Or, maybe, play this.
[ Because that song certainly is a bop ]
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for some reason i thought we'd be the same age
but that's so cool!
was it hard, realizing you liked guys?
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Sort of! Well, not the realizing part. The realizing part was pretty easy...... My husband and I lived together for three years back home, and it was very easy to realize that I liked him.
Being okay with it was harder. My country isn't very kind to gay people, so i kept trying, and kept trying, and kept trying to like girls, or at least to act like I did! I was very bad at it. I love girls! But in a different way.
But being here, in a place where no one cares at all who you like? It's been wonderful. It's the easiest thing in the world to love Mako
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sheesh ur so accomplished for being young
i think there were always clues for me, but i dunno
i knew it existed but i thought it couldnt possibly be me
maybe because i wanted my life to be normal
or because i was afraid it would make everything harder especially with my family
so the thought that it could really be me hardly crossed my mind
thats amazing though
i'm really happy for you (°◡°♡)
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Everything I've done is since I've been here, trust me. You can do anything you want in Trench! The world is open! Or, at least, the city is!!
I understand that. Very well, actually. I tried to push it down, to flirt with girls. It never really worked, obviously.
Thank you. I hope that you find a nice gal for you here!
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i had to do it every day
be the person my family wanted me to be
i even had to hide that i was playing music!
[ Maybe her songs were a bit silly, but she was proud of them. She wished her parents could be too. ]
well it might still be a boy!!!
[ But she's already remembering a lot of things she's felt in the past, and heat is rising to her cheeks. ]
but i guess its also okay if its not
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It's okay whoever it is!!! My best buddy, he dated a bunch of girls back home, and now he's with a guy. Whoever you decide to date, I'm sure they'll be great for you.