un: timaeusTestified | text | Birthday Boy

[givehead]

Turning 21 has been a completely underrated experience. I was expecting the blackout and loss of time. Even the warping to a new place isn't out of the realm of estimated probability.

But being genetically altered is a plot twist. I assume it is so we can fuck the monsters.

I call dibs on the raven dude.

cw: looots of kink/fetish/nsfw jokes/conversation going on in this here post.

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[unsheathedfromreality]

[...Right. That shouldn't be surprising, given how Tabris was made and raised. No opportunity to learn about the natural needs and practices of the species his body resembled.

Illarion finds he has a smoldering ember of actual anger over this.]

The act itself can be very enjoyable, for one. That's enough for many people.

For another, depending on how it's done and with whom, it is the only way to carry on your line. Every creature, thinking or not, wants to continue itself; for the mortal ones, this means having children to remember them after they die. This was, [was,] as attractive to me as sex itself.

It can also wake strong emotions that bond us to each other.

It is one way to overcome the barriers between us. You become wholly vulnerable to someone else, and she--or he, or they--to you.

[peripheries]

So it's because you're lonely? It makes you feel wanted? An easy way to breakdown the invisible walls that people put between each other and entering their sacred space.

[unsheathedfromreality]

Yes. With the right person it is sacred and uniting.

[He can tell exactly how corrupted he is because saying that makes him miss Esfir like a physical craving.

Maybe it's better to be more scrupulous about his precautions if that can happen. He makes a note to burn more incense.]

With anyone else willing it is often merely fun, sometimes useful. Also helps with loneliness if they're friends and not strangers.

Though I would not say it's all about being wanted. If you aren't wholly secure in yourself and your value outside what others give you it can be a miserable experience if it doesn't match your expectations. Bad sex happens too often to put your self-worth in it.

[peripheries]

And yet people are willing to risk the bad in hopes of pleasure. Just like with love.

And that doesn't explain the weird sexual attraction to the deities of this place.

[unsheathedfromreality]

You can't have anything worthwhile if you won't take risks for it. Anyone who tells you otherwise doesn't know the value of what she has.

That's easier. Ever eaten one food for so long you get bored of it?

[peripheries]

Eating is disgusting. I hate that my body requires it.

[unsheathedfromreality]

[...All right, maybe he should've expected that.]

What do you enjoy doing most in the world?

[peripheries]

[It takes a longer time than it should to respond.]

Playing the piano.

[unsheathedfromreality]

[He's definitely not surprised by that.

Ah, little bird.]

Have you ever gotten bored of a piece you've played over and over again?

[peripheries]

...Sometimes.

[unsheathedfromreality]

Sometimes it's like that with sex.

And sometimes people are attracted to creatures of great power and danger without getting bored first. Being vulnerable to something that could easily kill you and coming [eheheh] out alive is its own thrill.

[peripheries]

I think you just have weird hang-ups old man.

[unsheathedfromreality]

We all do, little bird.

What do you think we should be doing instead?

[peripheries]

How should I know? Bother me less?

[unsheathedfromreality]

Hmmmmmmmmmm.

[Yes, he actually had it transcribe him going hm.]

No.

[peripheries]

UGH.

[unsheathedfromreality]

[For once, Illarion will NOT keep bothering Kaworu.

Behold his magnanimity.

Oh wait but actually:]

🙂

[There. Now he's done.

Dirk has unleashed a monster.]

[peripheries]

This is why no one likes adults.

[unsheathedfromreality]

Indeed. Not even other adults.

We absolutely cannot stand each other. How we get together to form the next generation of impertinent children is a real mystery.

[peripheries]

I Don't want to hear about the answer!!

[unsheathedfromreality]

Then why ask so many questions?

[peripheries]

Because you're bothering me!

[unsheathedfromreality]

[Kaworu.

Kaworu, child.

How does that make any sense.

Illarion merely shakes his head at his Omni, smiling to himself.]

Don't stay up too late being bothered, in that case. Breakfast's at the usual time.

[peripheries]

I hate breakfast.

[Whine, whine. Breakfast does usually involve a lot of complaining and gagging but it's a thing that can be done with others. BUT LET HIM SULK OKAY.]

[unsheathedfromreality]

You'd hate starving to death a lot more.

[He's dealt with picky eaters before but this is ridiculous outside his realm of experience.

He'll have to ask what they fed the kid back home sometime when he's not sulking.]