Ezra Bridger (
ezra_of_lothal) wrote in
deernet2022-02-09 07:59 pm
Video; un: lothrat
[Ezra has a Sword of Agency laid across his lap when he flips on the camera to his Omni. The very observant might note he's in one of the safehouses Ruby clued him into. He looks thoughtful.]
I've had enough time travel and other weirdness going on in my life for the last year that I wasn't sure how far off my count of subjective days might be. But I woke up to this sword, which gives off some pretty interesting vibes. So either my Blessed Day is a really random day, or it's my birthday.
I'm going with it being my birthday. Nineteen.
I've always pretty much hated my birthday, as long as I remember. Some of it's personal, but even the personal stuff is tied to the fact that the day I was born, the galaxy where I'm from changed, and not, in my estimation - and a whole lot of other people's - for the better.
There's no, like, cosmic or destined implications to the fact I was born that day, by the way. Not as far as I know. Just cause and effect, maybe. Stress can lead to early births, right? I'm just a kid from a backwater planet in a big galaxy. My parents weren't anyone important.
But sometimes my birthday felt like a curse.
None of that baggage came from here. I'd like to try to put some of it down, you know? [He peers towards a window.]
It's looking bad out there, but if you want to brave it, I've got a big pot of mushroom stew on, and I think I'm gonna see if I can get this thing to project a movie. Not exactly a dazzling party, but it's more than I usually celebrate. Some company would be great. Or just talk to me on here.
Any suggestions for a must watch?
I've had enough time travel and other weirdness going on in my life for the last year that I wasn't sure how far off my count of subjective days might be. But I woke up to this sword, which gives off some pretty interesting vibes. So either my Blessed Day is a really random day, or it's my birthday.
I'm going with it being my birthday. Nineteen.
I've always pretty much hated my birthday, as long as I remember. Some of it's personal, but even the personal stuff is tied to the fact that the day I was born, the galaxy where I'm from changed, and not, in my estimation - and a whole lot of other people's - for the better.
There's no, like, cosmic or destined implications to the fact I was born that day, by the way. Not as far as I know. Just cause and effect, maybe. Stress can lead to early births, right? I'm just a kid from a backwater planet in a big galaxy. My parents weren't anyone important.
But sometimes my birthday felt like a curse.
None of that baggage came from here. I'd like to try to put some of it down, you know? [He peers towards a window.]
It's looking bad out there, but if you want to brave it, I've got a big pot of mushroom stew on, and I think I'm gonna see if I can get this thing to project a movie. Not exactly a dazzling party, but it's more than I usually celebrate. Some company would be great. Or just talk to me on here.
Any suggestions for a must watch?

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Hah, yeah. I tried to make a lightsaber like...the first month I got into the Dream. I definitely didn't have access to the process I know that now goes into making one, so I just uh...went for it- with Fern. We kind of started a forest fire. [He grimaces a little- embarrassed.] Oooon the network. In front of everyone.
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So, you know now, that it's plasma, focused through a crystal?
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[That is a bare-faced lie and he knows it. ]
I do. Maul mentioned something about them being alive? The- the crystals, I mean.
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And they respond to sentient minds and emotions. Have preferences, or at least types of minds they're more likely to be easily attuned to. There are places where the Force is strong, and for thousands of years Force sensitives have gone on pilgrimages to be chosen by kyber crystals and bond with them.
So, the kyber isn't just a focus for the blade, but for the Force users, too.
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[The black rocks back home were a WHOLE THING and that's about as far as he wants to go into them. Trauma, and all that.]
Okay, that makes sense. That sounds a little less horrifying than the way Maul put it...whiiiich I shouldn't be surprised at.
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I - Yes. I said Force users, because it's not just the Jedi that revere kyber crystals. I don't know a lot about other groups that do, because in my life time the Empire - the Sith - have been busy wiping all the sects and traditions out. The Jedi Order was one of the oldest, I think the biggest, and definitely the most likely to openly oppose the Sith -
[He sighs.]
I'm almost afraid to ask how Maul described it. I know the Sith way is more...bombarding a crystal with strong emotions until it bends to the will of the Sith who wants to use it.
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Oh. So they're...actively destroying things. Wonderful. Wish I could say I'm surprised.
[Given everything he's heard from Maul...well, that tracks.]
It was pretty much that. But for his lightsaber...darksaber??? It basically focussed on their suffering and pain? Which...keeping sentient beings in perpetual agony sounds like a bad thing? Honestly?
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Now - the Darksaber is something different. You can tell when a kyber crystal as been tortured into submission; the blade emitted turns red. [He can also feel their pain in the Force, he figures that's fairy obvious.[
The Darksaber is a very old lightsaber. I'm not exactly sure why the blade is that unique color, aside from it suiting Tarre Viszla, who build it. He was a Jedi who was from Mandalore. And Mandalorian are...hmm. They're historically a warrior people. Not necessarily conquerors, although sometimes they have been. Mandalorians and Jedi have a mixed history; Tarre Viszla was pretty notable for being both.
I wielded the Darksaber, very briefly, and helped my foster sister, who's Mandalorian, learn to wield it. It's a, um, opinionated blade. Some Mandalorian believe that whoever holds it is the rightful ruler of Mandalore.
I know the basics of how Maul got a hold of it, and that's not a nice story either, in my opinion. But I'm missing a lot of details.
I guess the point is if that the blade is still black, here, when Maul's had time to do what he wants to it - that seems like a good thing, actually. [Whether that was because the kyber had so many wielders, and enough history to withstand Maul's will, or whether Maul hadn't made serious efforts to bleed the crystal, he couldn't say.]
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[He's quiet, listening to what Ezra has to say- in fact, Ezra might even notice he's pulled out a notebook to start taking notes down. He wants to LEARN. ]
Oh wow, that...sounds complicated. So it's almost like Excalibur, in Earth legends.
[He can make that leap, look at him go!]
That's fair, when Maul's concerned, I've...uh come to accept that most of the stories aren't nice. And that makes sense too. That he'd...be able to manipulate it the way he wanted to.