Luca Paguro (
schoolingfish) wrote in
deernet2022-05-05 12:27 pm
video; un: seeingtheworld
[When Luca comes onto the screen, it looks like he's been crying.]
So...um...I just wanted to let everyone know that Varian and Fern are gone. They...probably turned back into squids. Which...I mean, they're still together, so it's fine. They're fine. They're happy out there in the ocean, doing squid things, and really it's not like it's the first time I've realized I'm going to be separated from the people I care about, so...
[After all, when he went to school he was separated from Alberto and his family, expecting to not see them until the summer. Then he ended up here and realized he might very well never see them again. Still, having a feeling of loss strike him like this even in his new life when he's still longing for the people he loves from his previous one to show up...it hits him hard, and he looks like he might start crying again.]
So I'm fine, too.
[This is obviously a lie.]
That's all. I just thought everyone should know.
[He ends the recording right there.]
So...um...I just wanted to let everyone know that Varian and Fern are gone. They...probably turned back into squids. Which...I mean, they're still together, so it's fine. They're fine. They're happy out there in the ocean, doing squid things, and really it's not like it's the first time I've realized I'm going to be separated from the people I care about, so...
[After all, when he went to school he was separated from Alberto and his family, expecting to not see them until the summer. Then he ended up here and realized he might very well never see them again. Still, having a feeling of loss strike him like this even in his new life when he's still longing for the people he loves from his previous one to show up...it hits him hard, and he looks like he might start crying again.]
So I'm fine, too.
[This is obviously a lie.]
That's all. I just thought everyone should know.
[He ends the recording right there.]

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Speaking of that though, I wanted to let you know I was going to invite Zib to come live with us. Do you have any objections?
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That's great! I think he should have moved in ages ago, really. I mean, I know we didn't have a bed for him, but...I'm glad he'll be in the house!
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But I know it's something they would have wanted, if they got to have a say in it.
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[She definitely could see he had some demons. Of course, they all did anyway, didn't they? But even the WAY demons manifested was complicated and very different].
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...although I think it'll be easier to find out more about the information than Zib. But I'll at least keep an eye on him and make sure he's doing okay.
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You do? That might depend on how much he wants to tell. Sometimes even that is harder than it is for other people.
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[And Luz knew personally that Zib's whole thing was much harder than he was letting on].
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[Basically, if something seems to be threatening to bring Zib closer to corruption, Luca's more likely to push for information much faster than if things seem reasonably okay.]
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[Luz already knew a little bit anyway, so she was very ready to make sure that Zib was still in a good headspace].
Definitely learn about this space stuff! I'm sure some of it are concepts even Varian didn't understand!
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[And Luca thinks that's amazing.]
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I've only been to a demon dimension, but getting there was pretty quick!
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[There was honestly so much about the isles she'd learned to love, but that stood out]!
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I miss it a lot sometimes.
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I really miss that place. But I don't hate this one either!
[When you didn't count the bad stuff every month, of course].
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[At least, when they weren't dealing with the new, bizarre realities that came with each new month.]
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[It would be hard to do from memory, but she was determined it would happen]!
And we're closer to water, so that's really good!
[Luca would have HATED Deerington for its lack of an oceanside view].
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Aw, that drawing is cute
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Psst, I think you mean what Deerington was like:-P
That's exactly what I meant to put
I gotcha!
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