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text | un: CARCINOGENETICIST
THIS IS BIOLOGICAL FUCKING WARFARE.
THIS IS A COMPLETE DECONSTRUCTION OF BODILY AUTONOMY.
SOME MAY EVEN GO AS FAR AS TO SAY THIS IS AN ACTUAL HATE CRIME. FOR I, ABOVE ALL ELSE, FEEL ESPECIALLY HATED RIGHT NOW.
THIS IS A HEINOUS ACT OF THE HIGHEST CALIBER AND THERE WILL BE GREAT RETRIBUTION, MARK MY WORD.
DO NOT ASK ME WHAT THIS IS ABOUT AS IT IS NONE OF YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS. I JUST WANTED TO ANNOUNCE MY DISSATISFACTION WITH THE CURRENT SITUATION TO THE WORLD AND SOCIAL MEDIA IS A VALID FORM OF PUBLIC DESPAIR. IF YOU DISAGREE I HAVE AN INCREDIBLY SPECIFIC PLACE WHERE YOU CAN "SHOVE IT" AS THEY SAY. MY DESPAIR IS CERTIFIABLE AND THIS DEERNET PLACE IS NOW MY PARTY WHERE I CAN FUCKING CRY IF I WANT TO.
NOT THAT I AM CRYING. THAT WOULD BE FOR SOMEONE EMOTIONALLY WEAKER THAN I, WHICH I HAVE NEVER BEEN EMOTIONALLY WEAK AT A SINGLE MOMENT IN MY ENTIRE LIFESPAN.
IF YOU DISLIKE IT, THEN YOU CAN FUCKING BLOCK ME AND GET OVER YOURSELF IN YOUR OWN CORNER OF THE INTERNET. EAT MY ENTIRE FUCKING BULGE. EXCEPT DO NOT. TO BE CLEAR, THAT WAS NOT A COME-ON OF ANY KIND. I WILL BURY YOU IN THE MISERABLE SANDS FROM WHICH WE HAVE BEEN REINCARNATED AND YOU WILL NOT REAWAKEN. FOR I WILL BE STANDING THERE TO CUT YOU DOWN THE MOMENT YOU OPEN YOUR EYES. SO, LITERALLY, YOU WILL NOT SEE IT AGAIN. THEORETICALLY. I CANNOT ACTUALLY TRULY ANTICIPATE THE EXACT SECOND YOU OPEN YOUR EYES BUT I WILL BE PREPARED ALL THE SAME.
*I WILL NOT BE CENSORED.*
THIS IS A COMPLETE DECONSTRUCTION OF BODILY AUTONOMY.
SOME MAY EVEN GO AS FAR AS TO SAY THIS IS AN ACTUAL HATE CRIME. FOR I, ABOVE ALL ELSE, FEEL ESPECIALLY HATED RIGHT NOW.
THIS IS A HEINOUS ACT OF THE HIGHEST CALIBER AND THERE WILL BE GREAT RETRIBUTION, MARK MY WORD.
DO NOT ASK ME WHAT THIS IS ABOUT AS IT IS NONE OF YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS. I JUST WANTED TO ANNOUNCE MY DISSATISFACTION WITH THE CURRENT SITUATION TO THE WORLD AND SOCIAL MEDIA IS A VALID FORM OF PUBLIC DESPAIR. IF YOU DISAGREE I HAVE AN INCREDIBLY SPECIFIC PLACE WHERE YOU CAN "SHOVE IT" AS THEY SAY. MY DESPAIR IS CERTIFIABLE AND THIS DEERNET PLACE IS NOW MY PARTY WHERE I CAN FUCKING CRY IF I WANT TO.
NOT THAT I AM CRYING. THAT WOULD BE FOR SOMEONE EMOTIONALLY WEAKER THAN I, WHICH I HAVE NEVER BEEN EMOTIONALLY WEAK AT A SINGLE MOMENT IN MY ENTIRE LIFESPAN.
IF YOU DISLIKE IT, THEN YOU CAN FUCKING BLOCK ME AND GET OVER YOURSELF IN YOUR OWN CORNER OF THE INTERNET. EAT MY ENTIRE FUCKING BULGE. EXCEPT DO NOT. TO BE CLEAR, THAT WAS NOT A COME-ON OF ANY KIND. I WILL BURY YOU IN THE MISERABLE SANDS FROM WHICH WE HAVE BEEN REINCARNATED AND YOU WILL NOT REAWAKEN. FOR I WILL BE STANDING THERE TO CUT YOU DOWN THE MOMENT YOU OPEN YOUR EYES. SO, LITERALLY, YOU WILL NOT SEE IT AGAIN. THEORETICALLY. I CANNOT ACTUALLY TRULY ANTICIPATE THE EXACT SECOND YOU OPEN YOUR EYES BUT I WILL BE PREPARED ALL THE SAME.
*I WILL NOT BE CENSORED.*
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HOLD YOUR BREATH.
THAT WAS NOT A JOKE ABOUT YOUR DEATH, BUT NOW THAT I AM THINKING ABOUT IT, IT IS FUNNY. OBVIOUSLY, YOU ARE ALIVE SO THIS ISN'T OFFENSIVE.
(Yeah, Karkat, that's how that works.)
I AM NOT DENYING THE POSSIBILITY OF ALTERNATE REALITIES, YOU WORTHLESS CROTCHSTAIN. I AM MERELY STATING THAT WHEN FOLLOWING MOST TIMELINES I AT LEAST REMEMBER ENOUGH OF IT TO SEE WHERE THE DIVERGENCE BEGAN. LIKE A DEATH OR A COLOSSAL FUCK-UP OF SOME SORT. THIS IS AN UNUSUAL ALTERNATIVE ROUTE. I DID NOT DO ANYTHING WILD OR STUPID TO GET HERE.
NOT THAT I CAN REMEMBER ANYWAY.
NOW I AM REALIZING HOW STUPID IT IS TO DEPEND ON ONE'S OWN MEMORY TO DETERMINE THE COURSE OF ONE'S OWN LIFE. GOD, I'M ALMOST AS WORTHLESS AS YOU ARE.
*YOU* ARE PREDICTABLE YOU ROTTEN SPHINCTER. YOUR EXISTENCE IS ABOUT AS WORN DOWN AS A GRATUITOUS SEEKER OF PHYSICAL COMFORTS AND RELATIONS. I AM NOT PREDICTABLE. I HAVE GROWN AND MATURED. I AM NOT THE TROLL YOU ONCE KNEW. I AM AN ADULT, BITCH.
I WILL PROVE HOW MATURE AND GROWN I HAVE BECOME BY RESISTING THE CHILDISH URGE TO BLOCK
YOUR ASS AND IGNORE YOUR EXISTENCE ON THE STREETS. LOOK AT MY CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT. IT IS FUCKING INCREDIBLE.
SEE. MY IRRITATION IS FULLY UNDER CONTROL. IT'S SO UNDER CONTROL IT'S DOMESTICATED.
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D --> We are from the e%act same timeline I see
D --> You are forgiven for that e%tremely p00rly timed joke at the e%pense of my demise
D --> Given that it confirms my suspicions as most d00med timelines never made an appearance in the Holy Hive
D --> Based upon the Cerulean's commentary I assume some sort of temporal shenanigan had to be invoked to solve the situation
D --> It was otherwise unfi%able according to her and she is not known for her personal pessimism
D --> I see that you cannot stop reminding people repeatedly of your improvements
D --> But I will acknowledge there is some small improvement if you are capable of continuing our little discussion
D --> This is probably another game
D --> Others may be along shortly if it is like the Holy Hive of Asgard
D --> The temporal shenanigans may give you hives
D --> They are were a frequent pain in the think pan to e%plain
D --> I actually began to envy having you around at times since you never cease being willing to shout e%planations at people
D --> It used to save me precious evenings of time when you were around
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IT IS NOT A POORLY TIMED JOKE IT WAS PERFECTLY EXECUTED. JUST LIKE YOU WERE.
I HAVE NO FUCKING CLUE WHAT YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT, DUDE.
PEOPLE SHOULD BE FORTHCOMING IN THEIR ACCOMPLISHMENTS AND PERSONAL GROWTHS. IF THERE IS ANYTHING WORTH CELEBRATING IN LIFE IT IS HOW DEEP YOU HAVE BURIED YOUR OWN SHITTY SELF. GRANTED, IF I HAD THE SAY IN WHAT WAS TO BE DONE WITH MY OWN BODY, I WOULD FEED IT TO MAGGOTS, BUT THE DEAD CANNOT BE CHOOSERS.
IT IS AN ENORMOUS IMPROVEMENT.
YOU SEEM SLIGHTLY LESS INSUFFERABLE YOURSELF. DO NOT MISTAKE THAT FOR A COMPLIMENT. I AM MERELY ACKNOWLEDGING AN APPARENT FACT SINCE I DO NOT FEEL ESPECIALLY HATEFUL OF YOU RIGHT NOW.
WELL GUESS WHAT, HERE I AM, AND I AM NOT ABOUT TO BE YOUR MOUTHPIECE. I KNOW NOTHING OF THIS PLACE. MY OWN THINK PAN IS FRIED AND SUNNY SIDE UP. THERE IS NOTHING I WILL BE ABLE TO EXPLAIN TO ANYONE WORTH ANYTHING.
I HAVE ONLY BEEN HERE TWO HOURS AND ALREADY I HAVE FAILED SOMEONE'S EXPECTATIONS OF ME. THANK YOU FOR THAT.
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D --> I am in no m00d to repeatedly e%pound upon the Highbl00d's murders
D --> Let us leave his actions in the past and I will not inquire deeper into whose STRENGTH was needed to preserve your spinal crevice as you cannot perform temporal shenanigans yourself
[Totally calling the ego out there. He knew Karkat wasn't the one who saved their butts. He was quite certain of that. If he ever found out it was John, he might actually laugh for the first time in his life.]
D --> Actions speak much louder than words
D --> But I find you marginally less irritating than in the past even if your ego is still insufferable in its own right
D --> Yes
D --> Here we are
D --> Both of us arrived at appro%imately the same time in that case
D --> Neither of us understands this game as of yet
D --> I need a towel
[Pause... Fucknuggets.]
D --> Not for the reason you assume
D --> I am still drenched in sea-water
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GET FUCKED. I MANAGED ALL OF YOU ABSOLUTE CHODES.
I DARE ACTIONS TO SPEAK LOUDER THAN I CAN SPEAK.
I AM SO BEYOND FLATTERED THAT I HAVE FINALLY GAINED YOUR APPROVAL. OH WAIT. NO, I DON'T GIVE A SHIT! FOR THE RECORD I DO NOT BELIEVE OUR WINDING UP HERE AT THE SAME TIME AFTER SO MANY SWEEPS OF NOT ACTUALLY SEEING EACH OTHER MEANS ANYTHING. THIS IS, IN MY OPINION, COMPLETELY COINCIDENTAL.
OF FUCKING COURSE YOU DO.
SURE, WHATEVER YOU SAY, PERVERT.
DID YOU GET THE BAG? THERE SHOULD BE SOME BAG. IT IS THIS GAME'S SIGNIFICANTLY LESS CONVENIENT VERSION OF A SYLLADEX, I THINK. THERE WON'T BE A TOWEL IN IT BUT THERE WILL BE ROBES WHICH ARE AS GOOD AS A TOWEL WHEN IT COMES TO SOAKING UP MOISTURE, I ASSUME.
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D --> Of course you managed us
D --> That is functionally the purpose we e%plicitly gave you in permitting you leadership
D --> Against my preferences as I recall, though I admit your continued e%istence speaks to the error of my judgment at the time
D --> But a General is not the hero who fi%es things
D --> They are the one who sends someone more capable to serve as the t00l
D --> But that's mere semantics
D --> Which it appears I only engage in around you
D --> You were e%tremely insufferable in Asgard, I assure you
D --> Even you should remember what arguing with you is like, Karkat
D --> Especially when you don't know what you are flapping your mandibles about but feel a need to posture for appearances sake
D --> Which you always do
[Pot. Kettle.]
D --> It is utter coincidence
D --> Even gods are incapable of the kind of engineering to intentionally put us together
D --> I cannot conceive a more f00lish pairing
D --> That does not involve an insufferable sea-dweller
D --> My current towel requires drying
D --> There was a great deal of seawater
D --> I will just have to alchemize another
D --> Give me a second to find pen and paper.
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I FEEL SO GODDAMN LUCKY THAT I AM YOUR EXCEPTION.
THAT WAS SARCASM, BY THE WAY, AS I FEEL THE EXACT OPPOSITE OF LUCKY RIGHT NOW.
UNFORTUNATELY, I REMEMBER WHAT THAT IS LIKE EVERY SINGLE DAY OF MY GLOBBING LIFE. AS IF YOU'RE ANY BETTER, YOU LECHEROUS BOTTOMFEEDER. YOU PRACTICALLY INVENTED POSTURING.
THERE IS NO PAIRING OF YOU AND ME. WE ARE EXISTING IN THE SAME PROXIMITY. SCRAPE WHATEVER BLACK NOTIONS YOU MAY BE HARBORING AND EAT THEM BECAUSE THE ONLY WAY ANY PART OF ME IS GETTING INSIDE OF YOU IS THROUGH YOUR OWN MENTAL DIGESTION.
DON'T FUCKING BOTHER. THE LAST THING THIS WORLD NEEDS IS YOUR FOUL BODILY FLUIDS MIXING WITH THE OCEAN AND DRIPPING ALL OVER THE PLACE. I WILL JUST BRING YOU SOMETHING TO DRY OFF WITH. THIS IS NOT A GESTURE OF KINDNESS. IT IS ONE OF CONVENIENCE FOR MY OWN MENTAL SAKE.
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D --> Tacit Permission through inaction is yet permission
D --> But this is e%actly what I mean when I say semantics
D --> It is a f00lish and fruitless topic
D --> This may be hard for your think pan to wrap around but I am capable of acknowledging fault
D --> Though I will admit that convincing me to do this prior to my e%piration was like the e%cruciating process of pulling a fang from the nugbone
D --> Please do not intimate the mere possibility of such things
D --> You are without equivocation or e%ception my "type"
D --> You are simply not capable of the unbridled STRENGTH of rage I require for a kismesis
D --> If you insist on coming by bring grubloaf for the both of us if they have it in this bl00d obsessed region
D --> I have already alchemized the towel
[Wait... did he just suggest Karkat wasn't his type for any other reason than his blood type?!? The hell was going on here?]
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(Karkat screeches this out loud to absolutely no one in his cave. The hermit crab nestled in his hair grabs onto a thick lock for balance as Karkat begins to writhe.)
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You have MATURED and are no longer prone to devolving into long-winded streams of insults thrown at those who annoy you. You are an ADULT now and it is time to be the BIGGER TROLL even if you are physically MUCH SMALLER.
Except Goddamn It No.)
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FIRST THINGS FIRST: I DO NOT WANT A FUCKING KISMESISSITUDE WITH YOU. YOU INSPIRE NOTHING BUT ORGANIC, NATURAL HATE WITHIN MY LOINS AND I SEE YOU AS A MEANINGLESS PRAWN AMONG A HERD OF MINDLESS PRETENTIOUS HIGHBLOODED SACKS OF ROTTEN SHAMEGLOBES.
YOU THINK IT IS ME WHO IS NOT A FIT FOR YOU, BUT THE REALITY IS YOU ARE NOT A FIT FOR ME. YOU ARE STILL STUCK ON WRIGGLER LEVEL THINKING OF BELIEVING PHYSIQUE IS THE ONLY THING THAT MAKES A WELL-BALANCED KISMESISSITUDE AND IF I AM BEING BLUNT, THAT IS QUITE SAD FOR YOU. A GOOD BLACK ROMANCE GOES BEYOND THE PHYSICAL CHALLENGE BUT THE EMOTIONAL CHALLENGE OF UTTER HATRED. THERE ARE PLENTY OF ASSHOLES WHO COULD SNAP YOUR SPINE IN TWO BUT THAT WOULD HARDLY MAKE THEM A MORE SUITABLE CANDIDTATE.
MAYBE I AM NOT AS STRONG AS YOU, BUT WHAT I LACK FOR IN STRENGTH I MAKE UP FOR IN A SLEW OF WAYS THAT YOU WILL NEVER KNOW BECAUSE I WOULD NEVER SHARE SUCH DEEP EXPLOITS OF HATRED WITH YOU LIKE THAT. YOU ARE NEVER GOING TO BE ENTITLED TO KNOWING THAT PART OF ME AND YOU CAN DIE THINKING I'M NOT VIABLE FOR BLACK ROMANCE BECAUSE I AM TOO SMALL AND TOO WEAK.
YOU, LIKE SEVERAL BEFORE YOU, HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOU'RE MISSING. AND I AM NOT GOING TO ENLIGHTEN YOU BECAUSE SECOND THING FINALLY: YOU AREN'T MY TYPE EITHER. YOU DON'T MEET *MY* FUCKING REQUIREMENTS.
(Karkat...Is actually noticing the lack of blood-based insults here. Which...He is now suddenly suspicious of. And paranoid. Did Equius somehow figure out his new issue? But he had been so careful (besides making such a transparent post about why he was upset).)
JUST SO WE ARE CRYSTAL FUCKING CLEAR HERE, YOU ARE SUGGESTING IT IS MY PHYSICAL BODY AND CAPABILITY THAT TURNS YOU OFF FROM A RELATIONSHIP WITH ME. AND NOTHING ELSE? LITERALLY NOTHING ELSE ABOUT MY PHYSICAL ESSENCE THAT MAKES ME A LOWLY MATCH FOR YOU?
(Is he baiting Equius to say something? Yes, but mostly because he had no idea how else to even handle this.)
I HAVE MAGGOTS AND THAT'S ABOUT AS GOOD AS YOU'RE GOING TO GET RIGHT NOW.
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Did he think this was about MUSCLES?!?]
... I can't believe I forgot how unbelievably dense Karkat could be! GAH!
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Nepeta would never forgive him if she heard about that. Breathe, Equius. Breathe. Breathe. In. Out. In. Out.]
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D --> Shut your protein chute while I think of one that is not e%ceptionally unconstructive
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A rock crushed in his hand.
Well, shit. Eh, it would have to do. He unblocked Karkat. It had been, what, ten minutes? He'd probably shouted himself hoarse by now. No, probably not.]
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D --> We are not speaking further about quadrants as it will end p00rly
D --> However suffice it to say it has little to do with your musculature
D --> The last person to get that kind of a rise out of me had less of that than Tavros
D --> You simply are not the kind of rage I require
D --> I do however apologize for the typo earlier
D --> We are in agreement that neither is the other's "type"
D --> As if that were not e%cruciatingly obvious when we were grublings
D --> Enough of that
And suddenly the message was set to Private
D --> Since you are so obsessed with not speaking publicly about things related to the hemospectrum
D --> No
D --> Your bl00d color has e%actly zero to do with our incompatibility though your continued obsession with the topic is a bit grating
D --> Yes I am well aware of my own former obsessions
D --> This is not about the color of your bl00d you ignoramus
D --> I just don't think I could manage to suffer through more than a shouting match with you
D --> It's not especially arousing even if it is a salacious enough thought to make me perspire
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At least he's beginning to settle down as he pieces things together. He hadn't been lying when he said he didn't feel that way about Equius. It was probably his billionth blunder with quadrant interactions. Even older, he still struggled there, and maturity would probably never change that.
Still.
No one liked to be told that they weren't someone's type - most of all Karkat who was still viciously sensitive about how compatible he was with others. Hurt pride aside, there was something fundamentally more important here.
When it clicks, it clicks loudly.)
HOLY.
FUCKING.
SHIT.
YOUR BLOOD COLOR ISN'T INDIGO ANYMORE. THAT'S TOTALLY IT ISN'T IT.
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...
Interesting.]
D --> Is your nugbone somehow affi%ed incorrectly to your protein chute
D --> Or did you take a blow to your think pan
D --> I realize that in my youth I was focused on the primacy of my bl00dline Karkat
D --> I am intimately aware of that
D --> But in case it has escaped your notice
D --> While this is not f00lpr00f and old habits die e%cruciatingly long deaths
D --> I have in fact managed to stop obsessing over the color of peoples bl00d
D --> You may thank my moirail and Aradia if you see them
D --> Or her Imperious Condescension for disabusing me of any merit in believing in the inherent purity of royal bl00dlines
D --> That hair product obsessed madwoman disabused me of a great deal of my former way of thinking thank you
D --> My bl00d is unchanged and still a lovely shade of indigo the last I saw it.
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OKAY. YOU MIGHT HAVE HAD SOME DEVELOPED, MORE CONSISTENT AND POSITIVE RELATIONSHIP WITH ME FROM WHATEVER PLACE YOU CAME FROM, BUT I NEVER HAD ANY OF THAT DEVELOPMENT WITH YOU.
MY LAST IMPRESSION OF YOU WAS YOU MAKING ME FEEL LIKE A LITERAL PLAGUE BECAUSE OF MY BLOOD AND YOU DEMEANING ME CONSTANTLY BECAUSE OF SOMETHING I COULDN'T HELP. JUST BECAUSE YOU HAD YEARS OF GROWTH TO OVERCOME YOUR OWN SHITTY BIGOTRY DOESN'T MAGICALLY ERASE THE DAMAGE YOU DID BECAUSE OF IT. I'VE SPENT MY ENTIRE LIFE HATING MYSELF BECAUSE OF PEOPLE LIKE YOU AND JUST BECAUSE YOU'RE OVER IT, DOESN'T MEAN I'M OVER IT. SO YOU CAN FUCK RIGHT OFF WITH THAT "WOW KARKAT I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU STILL THINK I'M INVESTED IN OUR ARCHAIC BLOOD CASTE SYSTEM."
MY NUGBONE ISN'T IMPAIRED. I GREW UP IN COMPLETELY DIFFERENT CIRCUMSTANCES THAN YOUR PRIVILEGED WASTE OF SKIN. IF YOU'RE SO FUCKING AWARE OF THAT, MAYBE YOU WOULD BE MORE FINELY INTUNED WITH WHY I MIGHT BE SO SENSITIVE TO YOUR BULLSHIT. CONGRATULATIONS. YOU STOPPED BEING A SHITTY PERSON. I DON'T REALLY NEED TO FORGIVE YOU OR DECIDE TO ABSOLVE YOU OF HOW YOU HAVE BEEN SHITTY TO ME.
GOOD FOR YOU AND GOOD FOR HER. IF YOU'RE THAT MUCH OF A CHANGED TROLL THEN MAYBE WE CAN RESEMBLE SOMEThING LIKE FRIENDS ONE DAY, BUT I'M NOT REALLY INTERESTED IN JUST THROWING YOU A FUCKING BONE HERE.
SO TRAGIC YOUR HORRIBLE TRAIN FO THOUGHT WAS DISMANTLED BY BEING PROVEN HOW WORTHLESS THE HEMOSPECTRUM IS TO BEGIN WITH. GLAD YOU FUCKING CAUGHT UP TO COMMON SENSE, I GUESS.
WHATEVER.
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D --> Well that was uncharacteristically more lucid an e%planation than I am accustomed to
D --> But to clear things up no we have never been as Feferi would put it "Fronds"
D --> You had a wretched habit of disappearing and reappearing a lunar cycle later screaming and foaming at the mouth about the same thing again and again
D --> It was e%hausting which is nothing to do with your current reality
D --> I am hoping we can avoid that cyclical h00fbeast e%crement
D --> Its tiresome
D --> You will not receive apologies for the caste system being a wretched abomination of a broken culture d00med to self-cannibalization and destruction
D --> I did not create it even if I was part of it
D --> I will simply note that I am not going to denegrate you for your bl00d color and you should not obsess over your bl00d color as you once did
D --> It was never healthy for either of us I e%pect
D --> But Nepeta would wish me to apologize for perpetuating the system
D --> So I will apologize for needing to meet our wretched e%cuse for an empress to realize what should have been patently obvious long ago
D --> I spent aa sweep in a functioning society Karkat
D --> You have no idea how much a f00l she l00ked there
D --> It was as embarrassing as it was e%tremely dangerous in her mental instabilities
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AND I GUESS NEITHER ARE YOU. I DO NOT WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND, BUT I WOULD NOT MIND SOME FORM OF CIVIL RELATIONSHIP WHERE WE MUTUALLY AGREE THAT OUR ATTEMPTS AT MURDERING EACH OTHER CAN BE ON THE LOWER END OF THE SPECTRUM. I CANNOT MAKE ANY PROMISES ON THAT AND I WON'T EXPECT YOU TO EITHER.
I REALLY CANNOT HELP WHATEVER FUCKING VARIATION OF ME FUCKED AROUND IN YOUR WORLD LIKE THAT SO. THAT SUCKS.
I DO NOT CARE IF YOU DID NOT CREATE IT. JUST BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T CREATE A BAD THING DOESN'T MEAN YOU DIDN'T DIRECTLY CONTRIBUTE TO IT CONTINUING TO BE A PROBLEM, DIPSHIT.
OH MY GLOB. YOU ARE *SO* FUCKING RIGHT! WHY HAVE I NEVER THOUGHT OF SIMPLY NOT BEING BOTHERED BY MY BLOOD! HOLY HUMPING HORNY HARES YOU HAVE COMPLETELY CHANGED MY OUTLOOK ON LIFE. IF I HAD KNOWN ALL I HAD TO DO WAS THINK TO MYSELF, "YOU WILL NO LONGER BE BOTHERED BY THIS" THEN MY LIFE COULD HAVE BEEN SO DIFFERENT. YOU HAVE CURED ME OF MY SELF-LOATHING. WHEREVER DID YOU LEARN THE SECRET TO DISMANTLING INTERNALIZED BLOOD HATRED?
IN CASE YOU ARE NOT AWARE, I AM BEING VERY SARCASTIC AND YOU ARE A FUCKING DIPSHIT FOR ACTING LIKE IT IS THAT SIMPLE. I WILL CONTINUE TO OBSESS OVER MY BLOOD ESPECIALLY SINCE IT IS ONCE AGAIN MORE RELEVANT THAN EVER TO OBSESS OVER IN A CITY THAT APPARENTLY FUNCTIONS ON BLOOD MAGIC.
I WILL AGREE WITH YOU THAT IT IS NOT HEALTHY. DESPITE WHAT YOU MAY THINK, I ACTUALLY HAVE BEEN TRYING TO WORK ON IT. DAVE HAS HELPED ME GREATLY LEARN TO APPRECIATE QUALITIES OF MYSELF THAT I PREVIOUSLY BELIEVED TO BE DISGUSTING.
(The only casual drop of a possible relationship there.)
YOU NEVER DID DESERVE NEPETA.
THANKS FOR THE APOLOGY EVEN IF IT IS SLIGHTLY FORCED SOUNDING. YOU SHOULD REALLY BE APOLOGIZING FOR JUST BEING AN INSUFFERABLE BIGOT TO ME PERSONALLY, BUT WHATEVER, I WON'T ASK FOR MOTHERFUCKING MIRACLES HERE.
TRUST ME, I HAVE AN IDEA OR TWO OF HOW FUCKING STUPID SHE LOOKED. THAT WITCH WAS ALWAYS OFF HER ROCKER.
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D --> Old habits die hard
D --> So far as I am aware you are the only Alternian or human I know present in this game
D --> So a certain accepted civility and tolerance will be afforded out of familiarity if nothing else
D --> Loathe as I am to admit this
D --> It is unpleasant to be surrounded by f00ls who do not understand our collective issues without frond holding
D --> I am not g00d at being sympathetic and I never will be
D --> So a forced apology of obligation is what you will be receiving today
D --> But you are right about one thing without e%planation
D --> I did not deserve a moirail as g00d as Nepeta
D --> I was fortunate to have her at all
D --> I will beat you senseless if you ever tell anyone I typed this
D --> But I miss her
[Unbeknownst to the two of them, Cloverfield's impact was already hitting him a little. He was about as sentimental as a rock, but talk of Nepeta was bringing it out with all the feelings of loneliness in this place.]
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