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[personal profile] tealeafs 2022-06-10 06:17 am (UTC)(link)
[ Forget everything else Rose says.

That last part is met with a suddenly very flustered Chizuru - even if Rose can't see her, she'll definitely be able to hear it thanks to the surprised noise Chizuru lets out right upon hearing it - who immediately squeaks: ]


N-N-No!

[ Oh, gosh, no. Just the idea of it is enough to fluster her! ]

I-- I mean, um..! Everything in this place is already complicated enough without that..!

[ For sure. ]

It's more just.. everything? But it feels a little scary and embarrassing to admit that.. [ Even though she's doing so now. But Rose has admitted all sort of scary things on her end too, so Chizuru figures she also ought to be brave here. ] Especially since I've been here for just as long as you, so I feel like I should be understanding more at this point..

[ Yet it's all still pretty difficult for her. ]
tealeafs: (to stain my path)

[personal profile] tealeafs 2022-06-17 06:24 am (UTC)(link)
[ What does she feel like she should understand more? Is there even anything specific she can pick out when Chizuru feels that way when faced with pretty much anything in this place? She isn't too sure, and for a moment she doesn't seem to answer, instead lightly chewing on her lip as she thinks.

It doesn't feel right to single out one thing when there's so much she doesn't understand, but she tries to just name the first thing that comes to mind. Just so Rose has something to work with, when she's being so kind to offer Chizuru help. ]


Um.. For example.. All that talk about our blood. I realise that our blood is special here-- different. [ She's at least gotten that far. ] But people also say that we should be able to do special things with it, and that part I don't understand at all.. I haven't noticed anything different about myself ever since showing up here.
tealeafs: (to stain my path)

[personal profile] tealeafs 2022-06-20 06:14 am (UTC)(link)
It seems that I'm a paleblood.

[ Or so she's heard, anyway. Chizuru hasn't been able to do a whole lot of research on her own about these things, instead trusting what other people have told and taught her. ]

Even though I still don't know much about what that means. I just know that my blood is.. different than it used to be. [ But it's hard to tell how different. Most of the time it still looks the same whenever it flows out of her, after all. Hence the little hesitant pause before she uses that word. ]
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[personal profile] tealeafs 2022-06-21 06:16 am (UTC)(link)
[ Chizuru shifts nervously in place as she thinks about it, though it's inaudible over the voice communication. It mostly just means that there's a slight pause. ]

You mean.. together..?

[ It's obviously what Rose meant, and yet the girl can't help but apparently want to confirm it anyway. Like she almost can't believe what she's hearing here. ]

Are you sure you'd want to? I mean.. um, you hardly know me, and I wouldn't want it to feel odd for you to practice with someone who's basically a stranger..
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[personal profile] tealeafs 2022-06-22 05:47 am (UTC)(link)
N-No! It's fine with me!

[ For someone who just suggested it might be strange with a stranger, Chizuru is quick to deny what the other is saying here. Almost too quick, but it's not because she's lying - it's just that she doesn't want Rose to feel like Chizuru would think doing anything with her is strange, even for a moment. ]

As long as you're fine with it, then.. I am too. Even if I wouldn't really know where to start with practicing in the first place.. [ How does one practice using your new weird blood? ]
tealeafs: (of my destiny bend like a bow)

[personal profile] tealeafs 2022-06-23 06:04 am (UTC)(link)
[ Meditation, huh. It's not something Chizuru exactly does on the regular or anything, but on the other hand, it's also not something she's totally unfamiliar with.

And because she does know what the other is talking about, trying that seems.. harmless, at least. And Rose seems so kind and helpful that Chizuru can't help but want to spend some time with her, if it's truly okay with the other.. ]


.. I'd like to do that together then. I could come over to your house sometime, or.. um, you could come over to mine. Whichever you are more comfortable with..
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[personal profile] tealeafs 2022-06-24 06:13 am (UTC)(link)
Yes, that might be a good idea..

[ Since Rose is definitely right that Chizuru would be a lot more fussy over at someone else's place. She just can't help but worry about whether or not she's being polite when she's coming over.. ]

I'll make sure that we can have tea! Oh, and I'll also make sure there's some nice pastries as a snack..! [ That's the least she can do in return for Rose being so nice and willing to help her out with all of this, Chizuru feels. ]
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[personal profile] tealeafs 2022-06-25 05:45 am (UTC)(link)
Of course! Um, I'll write it down on here and send it that way..

[ Since it's easier to do it that way without making mistakes. And hopefully Rose can look it up again on the Omni that way as well?

(Chizuru honestly isn't too sure whether it works that way herself either - they're both still getting used to devices like these, clearly.)

Regardless, she does write it down and send it over. ]


Please feel free to come over anytime. If I won't answer the door, then my housemate surely will.. But she's also very friendly, so you have nothing to worry about.
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[personal profile] tealeafs 2022-06-26 09:48 am (UTC)(link)
[ Oh gosh, right now?! D-Does she have snacks available? Chizuru think she does, but she'd have to check to make sure..! ]

I-If you want to!

[ The sudden hint of fluster is mostly just because she's surprised, really.. Chizuru doesn't mind the other coming over so quickly. ]

As long as it's convenient for you, then of course that's alright..!
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[personal profile] tealeafs 2022-06-28 06:24 am (UTC)(link)
I am!

[ There's no hesitation this time, so she's probably sure enough. She'll have a few minutes before Rose arrives, surely, so if she just makes sure to get everything done in that time..! ]

Please don't worry about it! My door is wide open for you!
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[personal profile] tealeafs 2022-06-29 06:33 am (UTC)(link)
A present? [ Chizuru gasps. ] Oh-- Oh, no, it's fine! You definitely don't have to bring anything..!

[ Please, the very idea of doing anything that could be even remotely seen as pressuring someone to do such a thing is terrifying to Chizuru. As evidenced by the way she's immediately fretting in surprise here. ]

You stopping by my house is enough of a present in and of itself! And.. um, besides, you'd be the guest, so I want to make sure to treat you well..!