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everyrosehasits) wrote in
deernet2022-05-14 03:34 pm
Entry tags:
- andy: win,
- chizuru yukimura: jelle,
- darth maul: shade,
- dipper pines: jami,
- dito: kaiya,
- faith lehane: kai,
- gilia st. loe: lily r,
- iroh: tilt,
- johnny lawrence: josh,
- kainΓ©: ava,
- karkat vantas: milk,
- kokichi oma: tulip,
- luz noceda: pedro,
- peter graham: jhey,
- richie tozier: effy,
- rose dawson: argustar,
- ryunosuke naruhodo: keith,
- tory nichols: lex,
- uchiha sasuke: simcha,
- usagi tsukino: jax,
- vi: terra,
- vira-lorr: latroma,
- wei wuxian: tohma,
- will byers: cee,
- wrench: andie,
- yoshizawa sumire: ghost
TEXT - Anonymous
I need something else to concentrate on.
What do you do when you think you like someone?
How can you be sure?
And if you are sure, how do you proceed?
What do you do when you think you like someone?
How can you be sure?
And if you are sure, how do you proceed?

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[and hers has a right bastard named Caledon Hockley. if that particular menace ever arrives, she's busting out her recently learned karate and handing him his ass personally. evil people were fairly common and decency seemed to be few and far between. probably why she fell so hard for Jack, so fast]
We didn't have any of it, either. I'm still not fully adjusted yet, but I've been here since February. How long have you been here? If I may ask?
[she knew that Japan had just become open shortly before her birth, but didn't know much more than that]
I barely knew what to do with them, either. I had a ladies' maid for such things back home. As soon as I arrived, I discarded my previous style of dress. It was impractical, at best. If you like and wouldn't consider trying a few new things, I can take you shopping? You can try a few things on, see what you do and don't want.
[....she may have burned her old corset upon arrival]
With a lot of other things? Are you...speaking of romantic entanglements?
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That last part is met with a suddenly very flustered Chizuru - even if Rose can't see her, she'll definitely be able to hear it thanks to the surprised noise Chizuru lets out right upon hearing it - who immediately squeaks: ]
N-N-No!
[ Oh, gosh, no. Just the idea of it is enough to fluster her! ]
I-- I mean, um..! Everything in this place is already complicated enough without that..!
[ For sure. ]
It's more just.. everything? But it feels a little scary and embarrassing to admit that.. [ Even though she's doing so now. But Rose has admitted all sort of scary things on her end too, so Chizuru figures she also ought to be brave here. ] Especially since I've been here for just as long as you, so I feel like I should be understanding more at this point..
[ Yet it's all still pretty difficult for her. ]
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It's entirely all right to feel that way, and you're right to at least some degree. This place is complicated. And falling for someone means you've got another person to worry about in addition to ourselves. It can be awfully complicated.
[all said in as soothing a voice as she can manage]
There's nothing scary or embarrassing about any of that. We all cope in our own ways, in our own time. Something could come along that would completely startle me, but you'd be able to deal with it just fine. But...what do you feel like you should understand more? Maybe I can help?
[it can still be difficult for Rose, too, which is why she's so eager to help]
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It doesn't feel right to single out one thing when there's so much she doesn't understand, but she tries to just name the first thing that comes to mind. Just so Rose has something to work with, when she's being so kind to offer Chizuru help. ]
Um.. For example.. All that talk about our blood. I realise that our blood is special here-- different. [ She's at least gotten that far. ] But people also say that we should be able to do special things with it, and that part I don't understand at all.. I haven't noticed anything different about myself ever since showing up here.
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and of course she wants to help. as much as she can, in as many ways as she can]
I've been told that it can take a while for one's abilities to fully flower. Goodness knows mine haven't reached full strength yet. But may I ask you which blood type is yours?
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[ Or so she's heard, anyway. Chizuru hasn't been able to do a whole lot of research on her own about these things, instead trusting what other people have told and taught her. ]
Even though I still don't know much about what that means. I just know that my blood is.. different than it used to be. [ But it's hard to tell how different. Most of the time it still looks the same whenever it flows out of her, after all. Hence the little hesitant pause before she uses that word. ]
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[Rose hasn't been able to get much practice with her skills yet. she didn't want to invade someone's mind or make them hallucinate. and dreamwalking depended largely on the dream]
It's strange, isn't it? Soon after I arrived, I got a papercut. I was...quite surprised to see opalescent blood in place of red. [and she recognizes the worry in Chizuru's voice] If you like, you can practice with me?
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You mean.. together..?
[ It's obviously what Rose meant, and yet the girl can't help but apparently want to confirm it anyway. Like she almost can't believe what she's hearing here. ]
Are you sure you'd want to? I mean.. um, you hardly know me, and I wouldn't want it to feel odd for you to practice with someone who's basically a stranger..
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Yes, that's exactly what I mean!
[why wouldn't she ask? Chizuru seemed like a sweet young lady and like one who wouldn't judge any accidents along the way. she knew she still had a long way to go with her abilities and assumed Chizuru was in the same boat]
I wouldn't feel odd, but if you would, I understand.
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[ For someone who just suggested it might be strange with a stranger, Chizuru is quick to deny what the other is saying here. Almost too quick, but it's not because she's lying - it's just that she doesn't want Rose to feel like Chizuru would think doing anything with her is strange, even for a moment. ]
As long as you're fine with it, then.. I am too. Even if I wouldn't really know where to start with practicing in the first place.. [ How does one practice using your new weird blood? ]
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[she's well aware of the differences between the apparent now and 1912. but this young woman comes from even earlier than she does, so Rose wants to make sure Chizuru is completely comfortable first]
I've been told that meditation is a good place to start?
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And because she does know what the other is talking about, trying that seems.. harmless, at least. And Rose seems so kind and helpful that Chizuru can't help but want to spend some time with her, if it's truly okay with the other.. ]
.. I'd like to do that together then. I could come over to your house sometime, or.. um, you could come over to mine. Whichever you are more comfortable with..
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and it should be harmless. Rose would do her best to monitor herself while keeping an eye on Chizuru]
Wonderful! And I honestly don't mind either way. You might be more comfortable in your own surroundings, though, so perhaps your place is the best option.
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[ Since Rose is definitely right that Chizuru would be a lot more fussy over at someone else's place. She just can't help but worry about whether or not she's being polite when she's coming over.. ]
I'll make sure that we can have tea! Oh, and I'll also make sure there's some nice pastries as a snack..! [ That's the least she can do in return for Rose being so nice and willing to help her out with all of this, Chizuru feels. ]
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Thank you, it's very kind of you to do that. I appreciate it very much. And, may I have your address? I don't know if I've received it already. [she's still having a bit of trouble with her omni, despite her best efforts]
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[ Since it's easier to do it that way without making mistakes. And hopefully Rose can look it up again on the Omni that way as well?
(Chizuru honestly isn't too sure whether it works that way herself either - they're both still getting used to devices like these, clearly.)
Regardless, she does write it down and send it over. ]
Please feel free to come over anytime. If I won't answer the door, then my housemate surely will.. But she's also very friendly, so you have nothing to worry about.
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[she's gotten far better with her omni since she arrived, thank god. maybe that means she's getting used to modernity?]
All right, I've received it. As for when I can come over...I can right now, if you wish?
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I-If you want to!
[ The sudden hint of fluster is mostly just because she's surprised, really.. Chizuru doesn't mind the other coming over so quickly. ]
As long as it's convenient for you, then of course that's alright..!
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[Rose doesn't want to be rude. where she's from, it would be the height of rudeness to suddenly drop in without allowing the host to prepare]
If you're absolutely certain it's all right?
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[ There's no hesitation this time, so she's probably sure enough. She'll have a few minutes before Rose arrives, surely, so if she just makes sure to get everything done in that time..! ]
Please don't worry about it! My door is wide open for you!
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[ Please, the very idea of doing anything that could be even remotely seen as pressuring someone to do such a thing is terrifying to Chizuru. As evidenced by the way she's immediately fretting in surprise here. ]
You stopping by my house is enough of a present in and of itself! And.. um, besides, you'd be the guest, so I want to make sure to treat you well..!
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Very well, then! I'm sure you will treat me well, for you seem like a very kind and thoughtful young woman.